Here and Gone...
So another Christmas has passed me by. Outside of one close call between my two cousins, there were no fights on Christmas day. Maybe my family is becoming less and less dysfuctional. So what did Santa bring me? Well I have all teh stuff to move in to my place now. I got everything from clothes to a tiolet bowl brush (thanks Meghan). All and all it was a nice holiday.
Work today was so slow. I don’t know why they scheduled me to work the day before and after a major holiday. Maybe they don’t like me anymore at the Dirty Bird. All the doing nothing at Giant Eagle made me realize something today: I’m a very boring person lol. I found a way to amuze myself today in between customers, bend and play with paper clips.
So I’m on 2 hours of sleep right now. I could not sleep at all last night. I’m doing way to much thinking about everything. Dave finally called me. He said he was sorry and still wants to give this whoel thing a chance. Here is my problem: how do I place my trust into someone who has let me down already? On top of that I’m stuck up on a whole bunch of people. I think I don’t even know what I want anymore. So maybe I’m just going to lay low this time. Move in to my place and get settled before I start looking again. Another thing I’ve been looking at is distance. I don’t think I can date someone who live more than 20 or 30 minutes away. I don’t know. Why can’t I just find someone who goes to KSU that just digs me. Loves every part about me. Its far fetched, and thats why I’m going to take a nap. I’m taking NyQuil… Everyone in my family has a cold, but I don’t… It’s a prevenative messure lol.
Work today was so slow. I don’t know why they scheduled me to work the day before and after a major holiday. Maybe they don’t like me anymore at the Dirty Bird. All the doing nothing at Giant Eagle made me realize something today: I’m a very boring person lol. I found a way to amuze myself today in between customers, bend and play with paper clips.
So I’m on 2 hours of sleep right now. I could not sleep at all last night. I’m doing way to much thinking about everything. Dave finally called me. He said he was sorry and still wants to give this whoel thing a chance. Here is my problem: how do I place my trust into someone who has let me down already? On top of that I’m stuck up on a whole bunch of people. I think I don’t even know what I want anymore. So maybe I’m just going to lay low this time. Move in to my place and get settled before I start looking again. Another thing I’ve been looking at is distance. I don’t think I can date someone who live more than 20 or 30 minutes away. I don’t know. Why can’t I just find someone who goes to KSU that just digs me. Loves every part about me. Its far fetched, and thats why I’m going to take a nap. I’m taking NyQuil… Everyone in my family has a cold, but I don’t… It’s a prevenative messure lol.