this song is pretty.
10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now.
• I'm sorry. But I don't know how to say that to you.
• What you did today? Not cool.
• I want to be better friends but sometimes I think it's better that we're not because you brush me off so much.
• Yeah, thanks. Glad to know we all meant crap to you.
• I love you. I love you. I love you. I actually haven't said this in a while. I'll say it tomorrow, when I see you. <3
• One day, when you feel up to it, give us a real lesson. kthnx.
• I love Tuesdays.
• I really want to have your babies. Seriously, you're the best. <3
• You're like the best friend I never had. I've never been so open with anyone in my life.
• I've actually imagined shoving you up against a wall and making out with you. If I told anyone they'd all stare at me incredulously.
09 things about yourself
• I'm easily intimidated and oh so very awkward. I can't ever continue a conversation with someone who I know I have nothing common with. Awkward silences and me will never become comfortable silences and me.
• I fantasize like JD does on Scrubs. Endlessly and stupidly and unrealistically.
• I want more out of life than I'm willing to actually get or work for.
• I seriously love my Biology textbook in a slightly less than normal way.
• I love to write. I love it more than anything else I do and I always try hard not to push homework aside to write but I do it. And I do it all the time.
• I'm beginning to think I do find girls attractive and I'm not sure if that's actually me or the desire to be homosexual within me...
• As of this moment, I've done none of my homework...and I have a lot. :[
• I think a lot of people don't actually like me. I think I impose myself onto them, grow fond of them and realise that really, they never seem too happy about seeing me.
• I hate bras.
08 ways to win your heart
• Obsess over slash.
• Be passionate about your writing and if you're not that good, be passionate about improving.
• Love the music you listen to. Love it insanely, love it obsessively.
• Be a musician.
• Have a giant, extensive vocabulary with which you can amaze me.
• Be charismatic and if you can't do that, be funny.
• Like stupid math jokes and pick-up lines and horrible puns.
• Give me some of your time.
07 things that cross your mind a lot
• 'Why do customers have to do that?'
• 'This song is pretty.'
• 'Why am I still in IB?'
• 'He/She/It's pretty.'
• 'French class stop making me feel incompetent.'
• 'I'll do it in the morning.'
• Due dates, extended essay, IB, TOK essay, May exams, IB, World Lit, IB, IB, IB.
06 things you do before you fall asleep
• Check my email [obsessive behaviour I tell you.]
• Stare in the bathroom mirror and make stupid faces
• Brush my teeth
• Put on some acne medicine
• Put on the alarm
• Tell myself that I will wake up the second the alarm goes on. [Of course I don't.]
05 people who mean a lot.
• My little sister
• My mom <3
• Zeineb
• A. Bennedict
• Nancy
04 things you're wearing right now
• My Billy Talent Shirt
• Black pants
• Black socks
• Eyeliner ;D
03 songs that you listen to often.
• Breathe Me - Sia [this is more of a lately than a constant]
• Spit the Dark - Empires
• Waiter - Portugal. The Man [again, lately]
02 things you want to do before you die
• See the rest of the world.
• Fall in love.
01 confession
• My homework is still not done. :P