Never Thought About The...
What is it with people and always thinking that life ends with nothing? That in the end we are nothing, that those around us are nothing, that the accomplishments we've made are nothing, that unless we have either power, money or fame everything equals nothing?
I don't understand that kind of train of thought. Life does not equal nothing. You can be as tired of it as you fucking want but life is not something that is just a waste. I don't understand why people feel the need to analyse life to all of it's fine points and then try to live it because it doesn't work. All they do is leave themselves feeling bit emptier and a bit lonelier. Maybe it's an elitist thing.
Ugh, I guess it's people's personalities and they're allowed to have their personalities but I just hate this desire some have to make everything around them depressing. I'm really beginning to think that my one friend will turn out to be House. She's got it all. The drinking problem, the crappy romance, the 'life sucks' attitude. Now I just need to screw up her knee and she's set.
Anyways. My friend Grace came over today and she made me VERY happy. =DDD She's so awesomtastical. We spent I don't know how long watching Reaper, which is an awesometastical show. I love it! Being the Devil's bounty hunter with friends like that and you could count me in. =] It's a fun show. When we stopped watching we entered this chatbox that was running on the sire we were watching Reaper off of and...we pretended to be a gay guy (in other words, it was like fraud except that we didn't really steal/commit a felony). IT WAS AWESOME! xDDD We totally freaked out these two guys. One left the chatbox altogether. The other we kept hitting on/freaking out until he couldn't take it and had to tell us so. I love Grace. <33333
I then continued to watch Queer as Folk which is my new show and I can't bear to watch Brian all sad and Michael less even though Michael pisses me off a lot...and Emmett Honeycutt has sworn off sex because God didn't let him have AIDS/HIV. Well whatever, we all make our promises to God. Some of us can actually keep them while others fail miserably. I'm hoping Emmett fails because he really deserves to be loved. <333333
I don't understand that kind of train of thought. Life does not equal nothing. You can be as tired of it as you fucking want but life is not something that is just a waste. I don't understand why people feel the need to analyse life to all of it's fine points and then try to live it because it doesn't work. All they do is leave themselves feeling bit emptier and a bit lonelier. Maybe it's an elitist thing.
Ugh, I guess it's people's personalities and they're allowed to have their personalities but I just hate this desire some have to make everything around them depressing. I'm really beginning to think that my one friend will turn out to be House. She's got it all. The drinking problem, the crappy romance, the 'life sucks' attitude. Now I just need to screw up her knee and she's set.
Anyways. My friend Grace came over today and she made me VERY happy. =DDD She's so awesomtastical. We spent I don't know how long watching Reaper, which is an awesometastical show. I love it! Being the Devil's bounty hunter with friends like that and you could count me in. =] It's a fun show. When we stopped watching we entered this chatbox that was running on the sire we were watching Reaper off of and...we pretended to be a gay guy (in other words, it was like fraud except that we didn't really steal/commit a felony). IT WAS AWESOME! xDDD We totally freaked out these two guys. One left the chatbox altogether. The other we kept hitting on/freaking out until he couldn't take it and had to tell us so. I love Grace. <33333
I then continued to watch Queer as Folk which is my new show and I can't bear to watch Brian all sad and Michael less even though Michael pisses me off a lot...and Emmett Honeycutt has sworn off sex because God didn't let him have AIDS/HIV. Well whatever, we all make our promises to God. Some of us can actually keep them while others fail miserably. I'm hoping Emmett fails because he really deserves to be loved. <333333