just one of those nights...or early mornings
yea so i cant really go too sleepy so i thought why not write in this good old thing..so hey i am....i guess im not able too sleep because ive been kinda sick for the past two days and sleep during the two days...and i didnt actually sleep for two whole days...their was the ocassional waking up to take a piss or waking up to take medicine..but im feeling alittle better now..and i guess i really have no more sleep left in me from all that...oh yea and i just found out that i have to wake up at 7:30 and take my sister too school now for the rest of the year when my classes dont start till 11..wtf? this just gets gayer..
soo yeaa....i havent been able too sleep so i have just been sitting here thinkin...im havin one of those nights where ur just thinkin about wtf am i doin with my life or what do i wanna do...like well i go too ohlonw i dont even know what i wanna do or what major i want..i just said buisness because its the easiest i have no idea what i really wanna be doing for the rest of my life because i have so many different decisions of what i want or have wanted to do....and ive never even had a job yet, ive applied at so many different place but ive never gotten a call back, the only job ive had but its not even really a job and that was working for my dad so thats not a real job..and plus what am i supposed to do after my 2 years at ohlone? i know i wanna go too san jose state but i dont even know for what like for what major...but yea i guess im gonna try and go too sleep now i dont know what im doin writin in this thing at likw 3 am
soo yeaa....i havent been able too sleep so i have just been sitting here thinkin...im havin one of those nights where ur just thinkin about wtf am i doin with my life or what do i wanna do...like well i go too ohlonw i dont even know what i wanna do or what major i want..i just said buisness because its the easiest i have no idea what i really wanna be doing for the rest of my life because i have so many different decisions of what i want or have wanted to do....and ive never even had a job yet, ive applied at so many different place but ive never gotten a call back, the only job ive had but its not even really a job and that was working for my dad so thats not a real job..and plus what am i supposed to do after my 2 years at ohlone? i know i wanna go too san jose state but i dont even know for what like for what major...but yea i guess im gonna try and go too sleep now i dont know what im doin writin in this thing at likw 3 am