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life isnt too good as of now.
i realize the people that occupied my life, may not have been the right ones to do so.
a lot of things have happened in such a short period of time, the feelings of overwhelmth are insatiable.
im sick of drama.
im sick of feeling like a child.
and im sick of people who dont care about me half as much as i do about them.
whether or not my words get twisted and miscontrued to seem wrong, i still have my ethics and morals.
and ill still stick close by them.
you may not understand you're doing anything wrong.
i guess you can assume the same for me.
but you're hurting me a hell of a lot more than you're getting hurt yourself.
you're gaining out of this.
gaining all the friendships im losing.
all the support going down the drain.
what am i left with sitting here?
absolutely shit.
i have my only true friends as of now.
the only person in my fucking life that cares.
i wasnt important to anyone else.
ive lost all my friends and family.
all i have left are the maybe 5 people who give the slightest shit, acquaintances, and myself.
the last two leave me with nothing.
the other, well, maybe i'll get lucky.
maybe i wont be miserable.
and maybe ill get through this.
or maybe ill crash and break.
i realize the people that occupied my life, may not have been the right ones to do so.
a lot of things have happened in such a short period of time, the feelings of overwhelmth are insatiable.
im sick of drama.
im sick of feeling like a child.
and im sick of people who dont care about me half as much as i do about them.
whether or not my words get twisted and miscontrued to seem wrong, i still have my ethics and morals.
and ill still stick close by them.
you may not understand you're doing anything wrong.
i guess you can assume the same for me.
but you're hurting me a hell of a lot more than you're getting hurt yourself.
you're gaining out of this.
gaining all the friendships im losing.
all the support going down the drain.
what am i left with sitting here?
absolutely shit.
i have my only true friends as of now.
the only person in my fucking life that cares.
i wasnt important to anyone else.
ive lost all my friends and family.
all i have left are the maybe 5 people who give the slightest shit, acquaintances, and myself.
the last two leave me with nothing.
the other, well, maybe i'll get lucky.
maybe i wont be miserable.
and maybe ill get through this.
or maybe ill crash and break.