urgh
Why is everyone constantly going on about prom? I mean I know I'm no better right now, seeing as I'M talking about it.... but it's in a different way...so.... well ANYWAY.
It's sooooooo so far away, I mean Ms Calderbank was telling us to get a dress sorted now and everything! It's just...a bit upsetting... for me anyways. I mean - I'm more than happy to set up and/or help tidy up afterwards - if anything it'll be nice to see thesports hall looking so different. But... it's not like I'm gonna go... everyone'll look so pretty and gorgeous in their dresses with everyone... I just wouldn't really fit in. I mean... not that I think that the aim in life is to fit in... I just really don't think I'd enjoy it. For starters, I'd be left alone all evening :( And.. and.... I'd just rather if they'd leave us alone and stop pestering us about it as it's what...6 months away?
ALTHOUGH it is nice that we're the ones organising it... I mean - the people who are going will get something they want. And there's a sense of achievement there for those who worked on it, right?
I'm not saying it's a bad idea or anything - it'll be such an amazing night - but I just... I feel like they need to respect that...well they're just making me feel horrible :(
It's sooooooo so far away, I mean Ms Calderbank was telling us to get a dress sorted now and everything! It's just...a bit upsetting... for me anyways. I mean - I'm more than happy to set up and/or help tidy up afterwards - if anything it'll be nice to see thesports hall looking so different. But... it's not like I'm gonna go... everyone'll look so pretty and gorgeous in their dresses with everyone... I just wouldn't really fit in. I mean... not that I think that the aim in life is to fit in... I just really don't think I'd enjoy it. For starters, I'd be left alone all evening :( And.. and.... I'd just rather if they'd leave us alone and stop pestering us about it as it's what...6 months away?
ALTHOUGH it is nice that we're the ones organising it... I mean - the people who are going will get something they want. And there's a sense of achievement there for those who worked on it, right?
I'm not saying it's a bad idea or anything - it'll be such an amazing night - but I just... I feel like they need to respect that...well they're just making me feel horrible :(