Date created: 2002-01-08 12:50:37
Oh my god, you've got to be kidding me.
The funny thing is that I totally forgot my three-year anniversary and there's no one to throw a tantrum at except myself.
*buys self roses in an attempt to win self's forgiveness*
I was going to make this a quick acknowledgement of my time here, but maybe it warrants a little more. Maybe a few random thoughts and facts about my 3 years here.
* When I first arrived, hardly anyone knew who I was.
* When I first arrived, I didn't know what MBP was.
* When I first arrived, I didn't know what MBP was, but apparently I was a clone. All rights and licenses were eventually handed over to me, because I'm just that good.
* When I first arrived, I had sex with Dave Grohl. A lot. Go figure.
* I miss
teddythompson, even though he still occasionally makes me want to break things over his pretty little head.
* Thank you,
juskasalminen. Even though you fucked me sideways with sandpaper, I probably would have called it quits here over 2 years ago if it hadn't been for you.
* I can't remember the number of people I've fucked around with here, which makes my current monogamy all the more astounding.
* I hated Ville Valo before it became trendy.
* I used to have a larger stable of close friends, but it doesn't feel that way anymore...probably because I've been awfully quiet, and I'm a bitch and do things like harbour ancient grudges towards assholes like Ville Valo.
* I had a drug-related mental breakdown and I survived.
* I made two impossibly complicated records and I survived.
* I met, fell in love with, left, returned to and continue to love Stephen Trask, and I'm still surviving.
* I'm not sorry that I love him, but I am sorry that I fucked over Hannah Wood in the process. I've always been sorry, but not enough to give up Stephen.
* My sister came and left a bunch of times, but now she's here for good and I love her for it each and every day. But I know I don't tell her that enough.
* There's a whole lot of others I could name who have made these past 3 years worthwhile for me, but it would take too long. If you think you just might one of them, chances are....you are.
* This is starting to sound like a goodbye post, and it's not, so I'm going to stop now.
Love,
Your Fab Boy