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There's nothing scarier than power in the hands of the unworthy or the unknowing. I don't know what the hell I'm doing, but apparently it's all up to me. But maybe that's better, because then I can shoulder all the blame if it gets all fucked up. I'm going to be optimistic and say if as opposed to whenIt's been a long time since I've last posted
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It made sense and I, personally, understand very well how you feel. I know what it's like to not feel ready, but unable to do anything other than what your heart tells you to. I don't think anyone outside of you should govern how you feel, what actions you take, or where you go from here. That choice is all your own and in some way, it's not even yours, that choice belongs to your heart.
It's not selfish when you know what is still there, when you know what is right and how things belong. They say it's bad to hold onto the past, to not move forward, but who's to say you can't do both?
I, honestly, wish you the best of luck in whichever direction your heart takes you. I know how much you love him and if your heart isn't willing to risk it being too late, go for it. Do your best. Be optimistic and don't place blame. Just accept what's been done, learn from it and build something new together while cherishing the old.
Despite everything, I still love you.
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I know what it's like to not feel ready, but unable to do anything other than what your heart tells you to.
I'm glad you understand...it's a scary thing. And it's really hard to explain to the other person without sounding like a total asshole. Or at the very least, really unreliable.
I don't feel like I'm holding onto the past...I feel like I'm trying to get ahold of something I never should have let go off, so I can move into the future with it. But at the same time, I didn't see any other choice in my actions...at least in the outcome.
Thank you, Parker. I still love you, too. I hope you're well.
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