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*he sits down and his computer and lights a cigarrette -- his first in almost a month. He takes a long, deep drag, and feels the slight stinging in the back of his throat, all the way down his wind-pipe and into his lungs; when he exhales, the sting slowly dissipates, leaving a sensation of tingling calm in it's wake.
He sets the cig down in a nice, clean ashtry next to his monitor, then sips at his coffee as LJ loads.*
Flying really, really racks my poor little gay nerves!
Wow! I don't even know where to begin with this update. So much has been going on, and my little brain just can't put it all into one little typed-up box.
But first of all -- my icon! I got to talk to our lovely Charlize Theron at the ISAs the other night, and the only thing prettier than her (besides ME!) was her boyfriend. *purrs*
And I got to go to the Oscars!!!! And I saw my little Peanut Billy Cup with his dashing elf of a boifriend and I gave them both good Carson hugs!! *sighs* They're so cute together. I'm so proud of all of them!! So, Congratulations!!!
And congrats to the other winners and nominees as well!!
Did I really flirt outrageously with Johnny Depp, or was that just in my dreams...? *giggles* He looked sooooo dreamy... *swoons*
I've been doing a lot of other stuff as well, but I won't bore you with it. *giggles* But, rest assured, your resident fashion savant is keeping himself very busy.
I've also been doing seeing a lot of my HayBaby Lollipopsicle lately, and this makes me a very happy (and squeaky and giggly) Carson.
I got to go shopping while in LA, and it was fun to check out some of the new boutiques and stuff they had there. Fabulous buys. Fabulous.
Hmm, what else? There's just this big whir of excitement in my head right now, and I'm trying to calm it down long enough to put some coherent thoughts down, because Lord only knows how long it'll be before I get another chance to sit down and update.
*squeaks, realizing he forgot his ciggie, and picks it up. He finishes it off before continuing*
One of the things that I think I've really been struggling with lately is just how to deal with your happiness if the happiness comes at someone else's expense. Like, if an event happens that makes you really happy, but in the course of that event, other people were hurt...should you still be happy? Should you feel guilty?
That's a big problem for me right now, so if you have any imput, I would love to hear it.
Also, if you just want to call me and tell me you love me, please do!
look at Carson <--- That's my number, sweetpeas.
And, with that, I think I'm going to end this. I'm going to take a nice, hot bubble bath, then curl up with a book. I bought a nice set of Tolkein's works in LA, and since I've never read them, I'm going to attempt them now. Part of my own self-improvement movement. *giggles* Baby steps, baby steps.
Tootles, my little kumquats!
He sets the cig down in a nice, clean ashtry next to his monitor, then sips at his coffee as LJ loads.*
Flying really, really racks my poor little gay nerves!
Wow! I don't even know where to begin with this update. So much has been going on, and my little brain just can't put it all into one little typed-up box.
But first of all -- my icon! I got to talk to our lovely Charlize Theron at the ISAs the other night, and the only thing prettier than her (besides ME!) was her boyfriend. *purrs*
And I got to go to the Oscars!!!! And I saw my little Peanut Billy Cup with his dashing elf of a boifriend and I gave them both good Carson hugs!! *sighs* They're so cute together. I'm so proud of all of them!! So, Congratulations!!!
And congrats to the other winners and nominees as well!!
Did I really flirt outrageously with Johnny Depp, or was that just in my dreams...? *giggles* He looked sooooo dreamy... *swoons*
I've been doing a lot of other stuff as well, but I won't bore you with it. *giggles* But, rest assured, your resident fashion savant is keeping himself very busy.
I've also been doing seeing a lot of my HayBaby Lollipopsicle lately, and this makes me a very happy (and squeaky and giggly) Carson.
I got to go shopping while in LA, and it was fun to check out some of the new boutiques and stuff they had there. Fabulous buys. Fabulous.
Hmm, what else? There's just this big whir of excitement in my head right now, and I'm trying to calm it down long enough to put some coherent thoughts down, because Lord only knows how long it'll be before I get another chance to sit down and update.
*squeaks, realizing he forgot his ciggie, and picks it up. He finishes it off before continuing*
One of the things that I think I've really been struggling with lately is just how to deal with your happiness if the happiness comes at someone else's expense. Like, if an event happens that makes you really happy, but in the course of that event, other people were hurt...should you still be happy? Should you feel guilty?
That's a big problem for me right now, so if you have any imput, I would love to hear it.
Also, if you just want to call me and tell me you love me, please do!
look at Carson <--- That's my number, sweetpeas.
And, with that, I think I'm going to end this. I'm going to take a nice, hot bubble bath, then curl up with a book. I bought a nice set of Tolkein's works in LA, and since I've never read them, I'm going to attempt them now. Part of my own self-improvement movement. *giggles* Baby steps, baby steps.
Tootles, my little kumquats!