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This is a much different Carson than many of you will be used to. The Carson that jokes around in your livingroom will not be present here in this journal all the time; I have another side that maybe you won't like. I can be very serious sometimes, perhaps far too serious to be deemed appropriate regarding my public persona.
I think a lot, spending hours in silence pondering life, wondering about the future, thinking about fame. I love it all. I think I have a great life. I will always have something important to fall back on, things that I love, like caring for my horses. I've recently had to sell Santana's Home on Thyme because of my increasingly constricting schedule, but fortunately a little girl in Florida is enjoying his company.
After receiving a message from Thom last night, I promptly returned his call, and we managed to talk, just talk about everything, anything, for a long time. It felt so good to be talking to him again, like normal. My goal is to make everything return to normal. It might be difficult, but the easy-going conversation I shared with one of my best friends is giving me immense hope. Anything is possible. Except, you know, David Gest being straight or something.
I'm rambling.
Random Thought of the Gay Day: I have a great ass.
I think a lot, spending hours in silence pondering life, wondering about the future, thinking about fame. I love it all. I think I have a great life. I will always have something important to fall back on, things that I love, like caring for my horses. I've recently had to sell Santana's Home on Thyme because of my increasingly constricting schedule, but fortunately a little girl in Florida is enjoying his company.
After receiving a message from Thom last night, I promptly returned his call, and we managed to talk, just talk about everything, anything, for a long time. It felt so good to be talking to him again, like normal. My goal is to make everything return to normal. It might be difficult, but the easy-going conversation I shared with one of my best friends is giving me immense hope. Anything is possible. Except, you know, David Gest being straight or something.
I'm rambling.
Random Thought of the Gay Day: I have a great ass.