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I would be happier if I wrote more. More of anything.
I would be happier if I danced more. At least once a month. Drunk or sober. Low, slow, flow.
I would be happier if I got some resumes out there. Out into the Neitherworld.
I would be happier if I just jerked it less.
I would be happier if I spent less time on the computer.
I would be happier if I read more...books, plays, poetry. Anything. Read=succeed.
I would be happier if I ate better food.
I would be happier if I moved.
I would be happier if I didn't live with proper cunts. Proper fuckin cunts.
I would be happier if I set up my website. It's already designed.
I would be happier if I was printing t-shirts. I would be happier if I were screening in general.
I would be happier if I wasn't on the internet for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever....
I would be happier if I set up an Etsy account.
I would be happier if I spent less money. Conversely, I would be happy if I had more money.
I would be happier if I used my English education in at least a vaguely lucrative fashion.
I would be happier if I was more social. Would I?
I would be happier if I travelled.
I would be happier if not for my heart, if not for my nearly middle-aged heart.