How do you make time go faster?

Jul 05, 2011 16:54


I feel quite alone this week. My roommate is out of town visiting family. Her grandfather is sick. However, my boyfriend is out of town too. Same, due to his grandfather recently passing away.

The sooner she comes back the sooner he will be. And I am beginning to love him. No matter how horrible of a match he is or me.

I just need someone to need me. And someone I can keep loving. And take care of.

And I know how scared he is to love me. Or at least I think so. I can tell by the way he holds me. And by the way he hugs me. And how much he wants to kiss me. But there is something always there stopping him. I think it's his family and his insecurity. He hates how he can't balance his life. And I just want to be there for him. I just wish he wouldn't hold back so we could see where this goes.

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