im so irritated right now.
i think it's mostly because the only thing i have eaten today is a cup of tea (which was delish) and a giant piece of watermelon (also delish)
but i was supposed to be having bar b que right now. and now im not. and i dont know when i will. im sitting around like a fucking douche bag when i could have been doing something else entirely.
and i feel bad because im bothering brandon about when im going to see him tonight. i just dont want to make plans with rachel and then end up taking all night.
im so angry. and i think im going to cancel plans. i know it wont matter at all to her. but i dont think i could have the same amount of fun. lets just say ive been sitting around my house since 1. and im hungry. so im angry.
but ill see brandon tonight and he will make me happy, because he is sweet and nice.
im so angry and irritated.
but i was supposed to be having bar b que right now. and now im not. and i dont know when i will. im sitting around like a fucking douche bag when i could have been doing something else entirely.
and i feel bad because im bothering brandon about when im going to see him tonight. i just dont want to make plans with rachel and then end up taking all night.
im so angry. and i think im going to cancel plans. i know it wont matter at all to her. but i dont think i could have the same amount of fun. lets just say ive been sitting around my house since 1. and im hungry. so im angry.
but ill see brandon tonight and he will make me happy, because he is sweet and nice.
im so angry and irritated.