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i started cleaning up my house.
i have sorted laundry (but i didnt actually do any because i didnt take a shower yet and i didnt want to go out looking like a mess...)
thrown trash out. except i ran out of trash bags.
im taking this as a sign that i shouldnt clean anymore ;)
im so ready to get rid of stuff and move on in my life with new fantastic-ness. this summer can only be great. i mean, my first official day off i did everything, pretended to be rich (please refer to my facebook)
we went to parkers lighthouse for lunch, which is a really fancy restaurant in long beach!
then got in free to the aquarium. wandered around the pike, and then went back to the aquarium for the whale show thing. and then went to south coast plaza. walked around the "rich" part and even went into tiffany's and looked at stuff. it was a fantastic day. and if that wasnt enough i went and saw rachel for a little bit. i know that this will be the best summer ive ever had because im happy. and im willing to make it fun.
brandon and i are just casual enough to drive me absolutely crazy but in a good way. im seeing him sometime tomorrow. we will see how it goes. i like him, and i really like spending time with him. so we will see how my summer boy goes. its such a new idea to me to casually date someone, but i feel like for the first time im what a normal person is. or at least what a normal person is depicted as on tv. it's so new and pretty great. my one hope for the summer is that he will go with me to a club somewhere to dance. i think we would have a really good time if we did that. ive never had a guy who would dance with me, and for once i think i got just that. it's also nice not to be needed so badly. he wants me and likes me. and likes to talk to me but doesnt need a crazy commitment. which is awkward for me, but i like it. it makes me want to see/talk to him even more and i wouldnt have it any other way because i would just be bored any other way.
and because we are not serious i dont have to keep my eyes closed to other opportunities. i love that too. im a big flirt if you didnt know, and if i can do that and not have to make any commitments i think it works for me. and yeah, i know that makes me sound like a whore. but i usually cant help flirting, even when there is noooo intention of anything else. but then i dont look like a slut if i have a boyfriend. im rationalizing my being 21 and wanting to have fun. dont judge! :D
i hope everyone else gets a great summer like i will have. i know it's entirely possible.
i have sorted laundry (but i didnt actually do any because i didnt take a shower yet and i didnt want to go out looking like a mess...)
thrown trash out. except i ran out of trash bags.
im taking this as a sign that i shouldnt clean anymore ;)
im so ready to get rid of stuff and move on in my life with new fantastic-ness. this summer can only be great. i mean, my first official day off i did everything, pretended to be rich (please refer to my facebook)
we went to parkers lighthouse for lunch, which is a really fancy restaurant in long beach!
then got in free to the aquarium. wandered around the pike, and then went back to the aquarium for the whale show thing. and then went to south coast plaza. walked around the "rich" part and even went into tiffany's and looked at stuff. it was a fantastic day. and if that wasnt enough i went and saw rachel for a little bit. i know that this will be the best summer ive ever had because im happy. and im willing to make it fun.
brandon and i are just casual enough to drive me absolutely crazy but in a good way. im seeing him sometime tomorrow. we will see how it goes. i like him, and i really like spending time with him. so we will see how my summer boy goes. its such a new idea to me to casually date someone, but i feel like for the first time im what a normal person is. or at least what a normal person is depicted as on tv. it's so new and pretty great. my one hope for the summer is that he will go with me to a club somewhere to dance. i think we would have a really good time if we did that. ive never had a guy who would dance with me, and for once i think i got just that. it's also nice not to be needed so badly. he wants me and likes me. and likes to talk to me but doesnt need a crazy commitment. which is awkward for me, but i like it. it makes me want to see/talk to him even more and i wouldnt have it any other way because i would just be bored any other way.
and because we are not serious i dont have to keep my eyes closed to other opportunities. i love that too. im a big flirt if you didnt know, and if i can do that and not have to make any commitments i think it works for me. and yeah, i know that makes me sound like a whore. but i usually cant help flirting, even when there is noooo intention of anything else. but then i dont look like a slut if i have a boyfriend. im rationalizing my being 21 and wanting to have fun. dont judge! :D
i hope everyone else gets a great summer like i will have. i know it's entirely possible.