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My brain never stops moving, never stops thinking. Or so it seems. Do you ever feel like you are working like a mad man and you are not getting anything done? You feel dry, lost, distant, like the world is spinning without you and all you can do is watch as everyone goes by. You try so hard and seem to never accomplish what you set out to do. All your effort seems to be in vain. Is this enough? Am I doing enough? I pray and trust God to give me the ability to do what I need to, but I am not getting anything done. Is this just me being the procrastinator that I am, or is this right road? Is this just to teach me to trust God more? I don’t know, it is interesting being in this place of limbo. Frustrating for sure, but it is interesting.