Flustertated
Absolutely amazing! You are told and encouraged to climb and reach for the higher mark. But don’t slip, that would be a big no, no. Because if you do slip and as is life, you will, then there goes all the confidence they once had in you. From there they cut down all that you have built and stand on. It can be so frustrating, how at one moment you are in good graces and the next you are in hell. They completely take you down and then they say some small bit of good or some small part of the positive, but just to cover their tracks so there is nothing that can backfire. Nothing you can refute them with. It is like sucker punching someone and then offering them ice and asking are you all right? Just a test to see if I am completely trusting I suppose. But frustrating.