Mar 28, 2005 05:25
have you guys ever felt a sharp pain like being poked with a needle all outta no where?...just wondering...
uh...lets see you had a pretty ok break till about easter...like the night before you woke up and couldnt go back to sleep which sucked cause the next day,through the easter parties you slept:(
you started feeling better once you were up from the many naps you took during easter...moving around and doing something makes you feel better than curled up in a ball under the covers...
your body ached from time to time...it was so sensitive that the sleeves from your shirt hurt you when it rubbed against your arm...
your grandparents gave you a scary looking chocolate bunny...it has an orange carrot(u hope that it is etable but dont want to take it from the rabbit...might get mad) and it has yellow eyes with blue pupils! its freaky...you dont want to take it out of the box...afraid it is evil...
you are starting to draw again...thanks to the influence of amanda...that skinny chick you had in physics class...
oh ya...and after the longest time you "spoke" to cari...it was on aim...so u didnt think that it really counted...you feel you must speak face to face...like with voices...
you also talked to rika...and wished her happy easter...and you quickly said good bye cause you are a freak that way...she came back and told you not to be afraid of her and not to think stuff, like she is judging you...you are sorta paranoid...
um lauren called you last night...you are starting to get to know her...and you are liking what you are getting to know...
life is good except for the physical pain...and for the emotional...remember...most of it is in your head...you paranoid freak