Oct 01, 2004 00:41
it doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand..
it scares me to think that you could find takers other than me and better than me.
I just got done watching The Ring for the first time with tachi. that is a pretty effed up movie. although it wasn't as scary as i thought it was going to be, cause my family and everyone was like "oh my crap it's the scariest movie ever made" and built it up SOOOO much.. it was scary, but i think i've been more scared by other movies.
i hate pills. i feel so freaking dependent when i'm taking them. like i'm not human enough to get through life on my own, so i have to make this medicine a part of me to be a decent person.
bremachine: so what's the happiest thing you can think of
chemicaldefense: ummmmmmmmmmm
chemicaldefense: wings express
bremachine: haha, not food silly
chemicaldefense: ummmmmmmmmmm
chemicaldefense: my mom
bremachine: well there you go!
bremachine: you can think of something happy
bremachine: has everything changed since you got back
chemicaldefense: a lot of things
chemicaldefense: my mom hasn't
chemicaldefense: <3
bremachine: :-)
"even when people smile big they occasionally get bugs in their teeth" ~ Bre Hirvonen