wrecking ball

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 so i havent visited this place in a long time. ive noticed that i come back to this journal every time i leave it. my excuse is that i have been changing. although old feelings are still there, i still feel like i am different then how i was.

its relieving.

lately there has been a lot of pressure keeping up with me. choices i dont wish to choose. steven is telling me about the most beautiful song he has ever written. honestly, i dont want to listen... i have my own big ole' complicated brain to pour out.