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maybe i was expecting too much, but i really think the sports fellowship yesterday sucked. the only good thing about it was the praise band, and we didn`t even sing that many songs. everytime i looked over to the right, where *fcc* was sitting, they weren`t really clapping or singing, so that discouraged me quite a bit. on top of that, in my `ultimate` clapping & yelling, i was not feeling it at all. i was just being loud and clapping it up in hopes that the other church would feel some of the joy i was expressing and jump around.. or even move- that would`ve counted for something too! blah, i feel like had i been more of a help during the preparation process, this would have gone over a bit better. thanks for asking me if i wanted to help guys, really. =x
this is what i miss...
afterwards i went to the mall to see "how to deal" with chels, laur, and margo. trent ford has beautiful hair, totally worth the 6 bones you lay down to watch. (even if i got in FREE!) i`ll be the first in line to hide the fact that i have a mushy side, but all this movie did was anger me. i want someone i can just mess around with - no strings attached. damn you mandy, damn you. oh well, the company of my homies outside of AMC was fun, as always. i swear we are a pact of little boys. *buuuurp*
i talked to ryan in the wee hours of the morning. i swear this is the first time our conversation has gone beyond "hello, how are you, bye!" so that was special. i told him a few things that some of my girls don`t even know. just about my "sex life" (haha, that sounds SO FUNNY coming out of my mouth)- or EXTREME lack thereof, so i mean apparently it wasn`t anything THAT big- but they still don`t know... and that just seems strange. ryan, you`re so cool that talking to you makes me feel cool (=
*AIG: PART 2* girls, when are we taking that field trip to IHOP?