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so, i`ve known taylor converse and chelsea gornak for a whole entire year, today. how fucking cool is that. i love you guys. *happy anniversary* (=
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in other news, someone exciting texted me last night and was like "so you want to make out with me". i said "fuck yea". he said, "awesome"
now i`m sitting here banging my head against the table asking myself why i said that! rawr. it`s not that i don`t want to, but now he probably thinks that i *just* want to make out with him because i think he`s hot or something shallow like that. you know, like every other girl he comes across.
that blows. i want to be above that, i want to be set apart from those retards. seriously man, i don`t want to come off as one of those stupid girls that just wants to make love to his balls. i like him too much for that.
i wish i could do it all over again. =/
and it`s not that i don`t find him attractive- because well, i guess i do! but, there`s so much more to it than that! *eek*
[edit] nevermind, i don`t care anymore. i`m such an idiot. why did that bug me so much? i hate when i act like a GIRL! i`m a fucking porn star... i`m a fucking whore.. BEN MAKE OUT WITH ME.. NOW! hahahaha [/edit]