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yea, ben sends the best mass text messages i`ve ever recieved
"hey its ben, we are playing at my bros place- last big show of the summer. come check us out tonight if you get bored"
if you get bored? nice one ben... loser. go find something more productive to do with your time like swing your balls back and forth or something.
life is so unfair!! i didn`t get to go to the last nine cent dime show when they played with the early november because i was in north carolina... and now that i`m alive and well in VA, only a hott hour away, i still don`t get to go. it makes me want to choke someone. on top of that, i can`t go see senses fail this monday @ the 930 club. josh was nice and offered to come pick my ass up in his truck, but i guess it`s good things didn`t work out.
rachel knows about me, boys, and trucks.. i wouldn`t say its a *bad* combonation... but... dot dot dot....
maybe ed will be able to come over on monday. he wants me to see him one last time before i leave for radford. i want to see all my fucking band boys before i leave because my life is "that much better" because of them? yea fucking right. but it would be good to see him, he`s a cool kid and he likes to lecture me on sex. yep. sex. mmm....
just because i`m on this whole band boy kick... shane is not in one too many anymore. how much does that blow? damn you saving june, damn you! sike, i`m sure his new band is great... it just doesn`t feel like *one too many* without him because well, they`re one less. for the past month or so they`ve been in the studio recording, i can`t wait to hear their new CD. shane promised to mail one to Radford for me. you know.. contribute to my sanity, because i bet there will be no bands at radfrod and i`m going to die.
last night jerica, nicole, and i had our normal every night party and were accompanied by joe and james. we broke so much shit at my house its not even funny. a glass, some lightbulbs, my hips. man i was crying so bad. jerica and nicole kept sticking random shit in my ass, and guess what guys, "i`m not tight in the ass anymore". kidding. nicole talked to eugene and told me about it this morning. i hate when she does that because i never exactly know what she says to him, and that worries me. but she told me that he told her to tell me that he misses me and he hopes to see me this saturday. she also told me that he asked if i had a boyfriend. holy shit balls, and why do you care? hahaha... then nicole asked him about him and jen, and he said they`re on and off. why does that make me happy? i need to stop. but anyway, back to the night... we were just running around, eating, and being gay all night. it was grand. popcorned shrimp and pizza anyone?
so tomorrow is laurens 16th birthday party. i can`t go because i will be in dirtee jerzee. but to my beautiful chinkpina lauren, happy birthday in advance, and i hope you have a wonderful party. we`ll have our own celebration before i leave. <3 to my ps4L- i really hope to see all of you before i leave. i don`t think i could go to radford happy knowing we didn`t say our farewells. :( actually, i know it!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN! I LOVE YOU!!*
oh man, i can kill 2 liters of gingerale like its my job... i don`t like owning the potty tho, its a sick place to be.
okay, i will be leaving you all now. i have been SO Incredibly happy lately.... can`t you tell by my smile! (= life is soo good! i love my friends and i love all the boys that have helped me through all the bullshit lately.
leave some love <33