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Here is the fabled suicide post, I am sure everyone on LJ or anyother blog system has one of these so here is mine.
I started getting sick Wednesday and I just got better yesterday. I was in bed all Wednesday, Thursday I went back to school and felt like crap. Friday I felt a lot better I took some meds with me to school in my pocket and I felt better. That night I was going to go to The Chariot show but I just wasn't up for it. I was up for killing myself that night though, not because I really wanted to but I think all the medicines in me caused the reaction. I kept saying to myself I should go down stairs and get that gun there to do it, it would be easy but luckily I was to exhausted to do so. The medicine eventually wore off and then I was back to normal, so don't think that I am some basket case that wants attention for killing myself. I even had a note written out in my head, I was going to type it here and then save another to my computer incase I no one ever read it on here. There was a message for just about everyone. I hate being sick, I talked to my uncle he brought the movie SAW over to watch. We watched it and then i asked him have you ever been so sick that you just want to shoot yourself not even with the cure for what you have but with something greater that will just take ALL of the pain away. I think he thinks I am physcho or something along the lines I don't blame him I would too.
Will, Dayne, Jeremy, and I went to go see "Cursed." That is the worst movie I have ever seen and I have seen a lot of movies I would rather watch "Maid in Manhatten" than that crap fest wait never mind I would rather see "Cursed." I didn't really take into account how bad that movie was, okay so it wasn't the worst movie I have ever seen.
I just realized that I really have no reason to write in this. The person helped start this never reads it and I never talk to her anymore. The person who I used to communicate through comments doesn't comment anymore.(BAD SENTENCE) She was the main reason I would write in this just to keep her updated on what was going on but like I said she doesn't comment anymore so there really isn't any reason for me to keep writing in this, so I guess what I am trying to say is that this is probably my last post.
I started getting sick Wednesday and I just got better yesterday. I was in bed all Wednesday, Thursday I went back to school and felt like crap. Friday I felt a lot better I took some meds with me to school in my pocket and I felt better. That night I was going to go to The Chariot show but I just wasn't up for it. I was up for killing myself that night though, not because I really wanted to but I think all the medicines in me caused the reaction. I kept saying to myself I should go down stairs and get that gun there to do it, it would be easy but luckily I was to exhausted to do so. The medicine eventually wore off and then I was back to normal, so don't think that I am some basket case that wants attention for killing myself. I even had a note written out in my head, I was going to type it here and then save another to my computer incase I no one ever read it on here. There was a message for just about everyone. I hate being sick, I talked to my uncle he brought the movie SAW over to watch. We watched it and then i asked him have you ever been so sick that you just want to shoot yourself not even with the cure for what you have but with something greater that will just take ALL of the pain away. I think he thinks I am physcho or something along the lines I don't blame him I would too.
Will, Dayne, Jeremy, and I went to go see "Cursed." That is the worst movie I have ever seen and I have seen a lot of movies I would rather watch "Maid in Manhatten" than that crap fest wait never mind I would rather see "Cursed." I didn't really take into account how bad that movie was, okay so it wasn't the worst movie I have ever seen.
I just realized that I really have no reason to write in this. The person helped start this never reads it and I never talk to her anymore. The person who I used to communicate through comments doesn't comment anymore.(BAD SENTENCE) She was the main reason I would write in this just to keep her updated on what was going on but like I said she doesn't comment anymore so there really isn't any reason for me to keep writing in this, so I guess what I am trying to say is that this is probably my last post.