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Today was weird ... i kept my promise on writing back later aka now... i no its kinda late but o well..OMG! i asked my parents if i could go to a lostprophets concert and they looked it up and said yes! omg i cant belive it... ok well u dont believe me cuz no one ever comes to nj right.. well i have to go to pennsylvania to see them... ugh ride up n back gunna b boring but when i get there im gunna b so happy! just the thought of seeing Ian Watkins in person... wow! finally one of my dreams is coming true... and after the concert we are go to stay in a jr. suite at the Hilton Garden Center Inn (one of the prettiest, nicest hotels around here) .. omg it so perrrty! i cant belive it .. its gunna b like a vacation..! i have been wanting to go to a lostpropnhets concert for months! meg told me to take a bunch of pictures and i am going to take as many as i can , ecspecially of Ian! .......Ok, enough of the happiness right? my life isnt always like this .. actually my life sucks ! everyday i have the thought of either hurting myself or killing myself in the back of my head...u might think people only do that because they are stupid but this is y... they think it cant possibly be the worst feeling in the world and might be better than what they have been through in their life and that they have no reason to be alive and thats what i think also... well its alomost time to go to bed... i'll try to write again tomorrow.