GRR... to the Stress Monster
I should HONESTLY stop investing my time and thoughts into nothin
i have important things in my life. myspace should be SHOT. Live Journal Stabbed and AIM should be butchered maliciously. I invest FAR too much time in these distractions rather than improving my grades, my life, calling people and catching up with friends. I also spend far too much time thinking about things that dont matter. or shouldnt matter. things have given up to God... i ponder... what is He going to do... hmm...
And by writing this all in here i am again wasting my precious life away.
Aww the stress monster is out to get me.
theres so many little things im just taking for granted by stressing.. God is really testing my patience right now (im im not saying that in the he's in trouble mom voice) I mean he knows its one of my weaknesses and he has provided me with a lot of patience so far along this journey, and i think He knows its getting harder and He wants me to be able to continue to trust Him.
Stresses:
1. shh... between the besties... you know how this stuff goes.
2. future
3. GRADES
4. Work load to get the grades up
5. MY severe procrastination problem- to the point of just Not doing it
6. Winter Formal. plans, date, friend group... ahh i dont want to be in the one i was thrown into. I dont have a dress yet or a date. and im like sitting here wanting to be picky...
7. Acting career?
8. Self esteem is biting me in the butt again... gotta lift that.. so something good for myself.. (oh dot we are doing something good soon haha)
Anyway i have outspoken myself i didnt want to. i did.
Me= suck...
too much thinking and uhhg ness
i have important things in my life. myspace should be SHOT. Live Journal Stabbed and AIM should be butchered maliciously. I invest FAR too much time in these distractions rather than improving my grades, my life, calling people and catching up with friends. I also spend far too much time thinking about things that dont matter. or shouldnt matter. things have given up to God... i ponder... what is He going to do... hmm...
And by writing this all in here i am again wasting my precious life away.
Aww the stress monster is out to get me.
theres so many little things im just taking for granted by stressing.. God is really testing my patience right now (im im not saying that in the he's in trouble mom voice) I mean he knows its one of my weaknesses and he has provided me with a lot of patience so far along this journey, and i think He knows its getting harder and He wants me to be able to continue to trust Him.
Stresses:
1. shh... between the besties... you know how this stuff goes.
2. future
3. GRADES
4. Work load to get the grades up
5. MY severe procrastination problem- to the point of just Not doing it
6. Winter Formal. plans, date, friend group... ahh i dont want to be in the one i was thrown into. I dont have a dress yet or a date. and im like sitting here wanting to be picky...
7. Acting career?
8. Self esteem is biting me in the butt again... gotta lift that.. so something good for myself.. (oh dot we are doing something good soon haha)
Anyway i have outspoken myself i didnt want to. i did.
Me= suck...
too much thinking and uhhg ness