Just three Little Words [Chapter Two: Foolish love]
Title: Just Three Little Words
Length: Chaptered 2/?
Author: Amy a.k.a. f4evergirl
Rating: Uh...PG-13/16?
Genre: Uh...a little bit of everything I guess
Pairings: Jaechun? Jaeho? Hosu?
Disclaimer: I don't own them. If I did then uh...*ponders the thought*
Summary: Love is a special thing. When you get it, hang on tight, cause just when you least expect it, someone might steal it. (Ok, yes I know. This is a really sucky summary. I don't really care, so suck it. I'll make a better one later.
Chapter Two: Foolish Love
Jaejoong ran back to his cobblestone apartment, not being able to choke back his sobs and hold in the tears. When he entered the apartment, Yoochun turned to see him crying.
"What’s wrong?"
"He.....he has a boyfriend. I didn’t get to tell him how I feel. It’s hopeless. Love is dead to me. No one loves me. I hate this."
"No.....I love you. I love you more than I love myself. I’ve never felt this strongly about anyone before. You’ve showed me what love really is. I love you for that." Jaejoong looked up.
"I’m sorry, but I can’t return those feelings towards you. In my eyes, you are only a friend. I only love Yunho, but he doesn’t love me. He never has, and never will. He doesn’t love me the way I love him." Yoochun felt like someone had just stabbed him in the heart with a dagger, or something else that was really sharp.
"I know. I understand." Yoochun got up and went over to the door. "I’m going to leave now. Call me if you need a friend." Yoochun left without another word.
The next couple of weeks were strange. Yunho had suddenly become mean to Jaejoong. He was incredibly rude and said mean things to him. He didn’t talk to Jaejoong as much. The phone calls, text messages, emails, everything, Yuinho just stopped communicating with him. Jae knew that he was changing, for the worse.
Jaejoong was half asleep the next morning, when the phone rang. It was none other than the infamous Yunho.
"Hello."
"Oh, it’s you. I meant to call Junsu." As soon as Yunho finished his sentence, all that was heard was the blaring noise of the dial tone. Jaejoong sighed. Yoochun loved him so much, yet he couldn’t see him at all. It was like he didn’t even exist in his mind. All he thought about, was Yunho, and nothing more. Then all of sudden, someone barged in through the door. Jaejoong was so surprised that he ducked under the table thinking that it was a stampede of animals or something. It was only Yoochun.
"Why? Why can’t you love me like you love him? Why can’t you see how much I care about you?"
"Yoochun I-."
"No, you can’t love him. He doesn’t love you. I love you. Why can’t you see what’s right in front of you? Why must you love him? Why must you love someone who only causes you pain? I can love you. I will bring happiness and joy to your life. I would never make you cry. What will it take to earn your love?"
"Yoochun, I’m sorry. I just don’t feel the same way as you do."
"What must I do to earn your love? What is it?" Yoochun sighed. "Why can’t you love me like you love him? If I hurt you like he does, if I ignore you like he does, if I mean to you like he is, if I treat you poorly, then will you love me as much as you love him?"
"No. Yoochun I can’t. I only love Yunho. He has taught me how to love. When I’m around him, I feel happy. I feel something that I’ve never felt before. I feel happy when I’m near you too Yoochun, it’s just not the same."
"What the fuck is wrong with you Jae? Do you need to get your eyes checked? Do you need to get your ears checked? If not, then why can’t you hear what I’m saying? Why can’t you see that I’m here. Why do you love him? He is somewhere else, and I’m right in front of you. You just can’t seem to see that. I can make you feel the same way. Why can’t you stop this foolish love of yours and love me instead?"
"I’ll stop loving him, when you stop loving me."
"I’ll never stop loving you though."
"Yes....that’s exactly how I feel, we’re the same. I can never stop loving Yunho, just like you can’t stop loving me. This love isn’t foolish. This love is special. It’s deep. It’s......pure."
Length: Chaptered 2/?
Author: Amy a.k.a. f4evergirl
Rating: Uh...PG-13/16?
Genre: Uh...a little bit of everything I guess
Pairings: Jaechun? Jaeho? Hosu?
Disclaimer: I don't own them. If I did then uh...*ponders the thought*
Summary: Love is a special thing. When you get it, hang on tight, cause just when you least expect it, someone might steal it. (Ok, yes I know. This is a really sucky summary. I don't really care, so suck it. I'll make a better one later.
Chapter Two: Foolish Love
Jaejoong ran back to his cobblestone apartment, not being able to choke back his sobs and hold in the tears. When he entered the apartment, Yoochun turned to see him crying.
"What’s wrong?"
"He.....he has a boyfriend. I didn’t get to tell him how I feel. It’s hopeless. Love is dead to me. No one loves me. I hate this."
"No.....I love you. I love you more than I love myself. I’ve never felt this strongly about anyone before. You’ve showed me what love really is. I love you for that." Jaejoong looked up.
"I’m sorry, but I can’t return those feelings towards you. In my eyes, you are only a friend. I only love Yunho, but he doesn’t love me. He never has, and never will. He doesn’t love me the way I love him." Yoochun felt like someone had just stabbed him in the heart with a dagger, or something else that was really sharp.
"I know. I understand." Yoochun got up and went over to the door. "I’m going to leave now. Call me if you need a friend." Yoochun left without another word.
The next couple of weeks were strange. Yunho had suddenly become mean to Jaejoong. He was incredibly rude and said mean things to him. He didn’t talk to Jaejoong as much. The phone calls, text messages, emails, everything, Yuinho just stopped communicating with him. Jae knew that he was changing, for the worse.
Jaejoong was half asleep the next morning, when the phone rang. It was none other than the infamous Yunho.
"Hello."
"Oh, it’s you. I meant to call Junsu." As soon as Yunho finished his sentence, all that was heard was the blaring noise of the dial tone. Jaejoong sighed. Yoochun loved him so much, yet he couldn’t see him at all. It was like he didn’t even exist in his mind. All he thought about, was Yunho, and nothing more. Then all of sudden, someone barged in through the door. Jaejoong was so surprised that he ducked under the table thinking that it was a stampede of animals or something. It was only Yoochun.
"Why? Why can’t you love me like you love him? Why can’t you see how much I care about you?"
"Yoochun I-."
"No, you can’t love him. He doesn’t love you. I love you. Why can’t you see what’s right in front of you? Why must you love him? Why must you love someone who only causes you pain? I can love you. I will bring happiness and joy to your life. I would never make you cry. What will it take to earn your love?"
"Yoochun, I’m sorry. I just don’t feel the same way as you do."
"What must I do to earn your love? What is it?" Yoochun sighed. "Why can’t you love me like you love him? If I hurt you like he does, if I ignore you like he does, if I mean to you like he is, if I treat you poorly, then will you love me as much as you love him?"
"No. Yoochun I can’t. I only love Yunho. He has taught me how to love. When I’m around him, I feel happy. I feel something that I’ve never felt before. I feel happy when I’m near you too Yoochun, it’s just not the same."
"What the fuck is wrong with you Jae? Do you need to get your eyes checked? Do you need to get your ears checked? If not, then why can’t you hear what I’m saying? Why can’t you see that I’m here. Why do you love him? He is somewhere else, and I’m right in front of you. You just can’t seem to see that. I can make you feel the same way. Why can’t you stop this foolish love of yours and love me instead?"
"I’ll stop loving him, when you stop loving me."
"I’ll never stop loving you though."
"Yes....that’s exactly how I feel, we’re the same. I can never stop loving Yunho, just like you can’t stop loving me. This love isn’t foolish. This love is special. It’s deep. It’s......pure."