Jan 23, 2005 18:25
Today has been a very sad day for me.
My mind and heart are so twisted around that I don't know what to think or how to feel.
Your heart gets confused when both sides stand so close to it.
But I have my pride, despite the lack of any clear truth, and for that I am thankful.
I am just so very very VERY sad that I am even here right now.
Probably the sadddest I have ever been.