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Reading my old LJ Entries. Makes me happy/sad. Glad I wrote shit down. Honest as fuck. Too paranoid now to be that honest and emotionally exhibitionist.
Entry from November 4th 2003
That is still me....
"anyways I'm a depressed bitch as always
lonely yes
but people annoy me
religion annoys me
me bitch ass vain self centered self annoys me
Cigarettes it's a love hate relationship sometimes i wanna puke sometimes they comfort me
ja
Sometimes you can cry sometimes tears don't come because you are so fuckin numb apathetic not even drugged up but out of it because you gave up on caring about shit because you're a pussy because it's easier this way besides wtf is there to do when you can't be motivated to love nothing but yourself and just be a lazy self centered cunt pointing fingers cutting yourself thinking you're god while you are just shit FUCKIN JA!
so fuckin what!"
Entry from November 4th 2003
That is still me....
"anyways I'm a depressed bitch as always
lonely yes
but people annoy me
religion annoys me
me bitch ass vain self centered self annoys me
Cigarettes it's a love hate relationship sometimes i wanna puke sometimes they comfort me
ja
Sometimes you can cry sometimes tears don't come because you are so fuckin numb apathetic not even drugged up but out of it because you gave up on caring about shit because you're a pussy because it's easier this way besides wtf is there to do when you can't be motivated to love nothing but yourself and just be a lazy self centered cunt pointing fingers cutting yourself thinking you're god while you are just shit FUCKIN JA!
so fuckin what!"