I'm really sorry about how I spoke to you when we last talked. All you were trying to do was tell me the truth, which was what I wanted from you, and I reacted exactly the way you thought I would react, which is why you didn't tell me in the first place. I was just upset because all this time you had convinced me that you still loved me and you were hurting so bad after our breakup because of it, so I was concerned and worried and feeling guilty. When I heard that you didn't actually love me anymore and that you were happy with someone else while I was hurting for you, I felt betrayed. But I was not just talking out of anger when I told ou that I was concerned about your expectations from your new relationship. I am still worried about you and I think about you constantly. I wish I could talk to you and discuss things with you, but I'm still hurting too much. Even seeing that you wrote this (though what you wrote had no content that is directly upsetting to me) caused me anguish because I was hearing from you. I hope that in time I will get over this, and I hope that you will forgive me for my anger and rashness. But I just wanted to apologize and let you know that I'm no longer angry about the situation. I just really truly want you to be happy and I don't want you to get hurt, but at the same time I don't want to get hurt either.
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I have been messed up, and still am. I wasn't all for my decision (not close to it), and memories don't evaporate.
I can understand why you were upset as much as you were.
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