Huge Update Part 2
ok, so i promised i'd keep updating for you all so i figured i'd finish my last update for you all..
Ok, so...she walked in Ms. Willeys...and instantly..my breath...gone. When she walked in, Leah was like "KAYLA!!", i turned around...our eyes met for the first time and BOOM..breath...sucked outta me. i didnt know what came over me...my first thoughts? "Why am i so nervous when i most likely have no chance ast all with her?" she was one of those girls that when i saw her picture on True..i just assumed i'd have no chance with her...that she was one of those girls that everyone liked, and no one ever had a chance with her. Absolutely fucking Gorgeous...something in her eyes had me entirely entranced (yes i know everything i'm saying is incredibly Cliche...but its all 100% true and now i know how these cliches originated..i didnt think i'd ever feel for anyone what i feel for her.) Anyway...i already updated about how most of that afternoon went...but ill start from when we got back to her house.
We walked in...after going up 38 stairs lol...anyway, we went inside...i met her mom...she seemed really nice. We hung out in her kitchen for a bit. she was an absolute sweetheart...now im thinking...ok...so this is gunna end "you're awesome..but i can really just see us being friends." and for most of the night i assumed that's how the night was gunna end...It went from being 4 o'clock to 10 in what seemed like an hour...Time went by all too fast...we talked...a lot about everything...i think i told her more in those 6 hours than i've told most of my friends in months...we went back and forth asking questions trying to learn as much as possible about the other one, without making it feel like an interview lol and without seeming like we're prying too much...anyway. she told me a lot too, and i cuold have layed there for the rest of the night and just listen to her talk. laying there with her, looking into her eyes just getting to know her was probably the best feeling i've had about anything in a long time. We layed kinda pretzel like lol...she had one leg over mine and we were both laying with our heads propped up by one hand and holding each others with the other one...i could have stayed like that forever and been perfectly happy. about 10 o'clock i realized how amazing she had been making me feel all night, and how real i was with her. i had wanted to kiss her for easily...the last 6 hours lol. Now, Anyone who knows me knows that unless im stoned or drunk, i have a really hard time making the first move if i really like someone...Nerves and all..and with her it was 10 times harder cuz i liked her SOOOOO much. i looked at her and was like "so...there's something i wanna tell you...well..not say so much..but...do..." i said it purposely like that so she'd know what i was talking about and hopefully make it a bit easier...She acted like she had no clue (i know this now cuz she told me) what i was talking about cuz she liked watching me fumble around with approaching her. granted our heads were less than a foot apart so it was like i had much further to go..but leaning in was the hardest..
Finally i did it...i looked in her eyes...down at her lips, and back up at her eyes...closed mine and leaned in...then (like my icon says) *BOOM*..it was the most amazing feeling i've ever had. it was so right. i knew right then and there that she was the girl for me. i didnt know how she felt. but i had ridiculous butterflies ... no..forget that...butterflies are too little and dainty for what i felt...Ever been on a ride where your stomach drops?...multiply that feeling ten fold. then you're close to what i felt when i kissed her...the whole fireworks, "nothing could ever top this feeling" moment..it was Fucking Incredible..and yes i know..i threw the "F" work in an intimate moment..but it was so...Perfect, kissing her...like she was the girl i was meant to kiss..and be with...hopefully forever.
Now, It's been a month (as of yesterday) and i am absolutely head-over-heels, completely and entirely wrapped up in our lives together...she makes me happier than anyone or anything ever has before and i dont know what i'd do without her...
I love you baby girl♥
♥♥♥Taylor Leigh♥♥♥
Ok, so...she walked in Ms. Willeys...and instantly..my breath...gone. When she walked in, Leah was like "KAYLA!!", i turned around...our eyes met for the first time and BOOM..breath...sucked outta me. i didnt know what came over me...my first thoughts? "Why am i so nervous when i most likely have no chance ast all with her?" she was one of those girls that when i saw her picture on True..i just assumed i'd have no chance with her...that she was one of those girls that everyone liked, and no one ever had a chance with her. Absolutely fucking Gorgeous...something in her eyes had me entirely entranced (yes i know everything i'm saying is incredibly Cliche...but its all 100% true and now i know how these cliches originated..i didnt think i'd ever feel for anyone what i feel for her.) Anyway...i already updated about how most of that afternoon went...but ill start from when we got back to her house.
We walked in...after going up 38 stairs lol...anyway, we went inside...i met her mom...she seemed really nice. We hung out in her kitchen for a bit. she was an absolute sweetheart...now im thinking...ok...so this is gunna end "you're awesome..but i can really just see us being friends." and for most of the night i assumed that's how the night was gunna end...It went from being 4 o'clock to 10 in what seemed like an hour...Time went by all too fast...we talked...a lot about everything...i think i told her more in those 6 hours than i've told most of my friends in months...we went back and forth asking questions trying to learn as much as possible about the other one, without making it feel like an interview lol and without seeming like we're prying too much...anyway. she told me a lot too, and i cuold have layed there for the rest of the night and just listen to her talk. laying there with her, looking into her eyes just getting to know her was probably the best feeling i've had about anything in a long time. We layed kinda pretzel like lol...she had one leg over mine and we were both laying with our heads propped up by one hand and holding each others with the other one...i could have stayed like that forever and been perfectly happy. about 10 o'clock i realized how amazing she had been making me feel all night, and how real i was with her. i had wanted to kiss her for easily...the last 6 hours lol. Now, Anyone who knows me knows that unless im stoned or drunk, i have a really hard time making the first move if i really like someone...Nerves and all..and with her it was 10 times harder cuz i liked her SOOOOO much. i looked at her and was like "so...there's something i wanna tell you...well..not say so much..but...do..." i said it purposely like that so she'd know what i was talking about and hopefully make it a bit easier...She acted like she had no clue (i know this now cuz she told me) what i was talking about cuz she liked watching me fumble around with approaching her. granted our heads were less than a foot apart so it was like i had much further to go..but leaning in was the hardest..
Finally i did it...i looked in her eyes...down at her lips, and back up at her eyes...closed mine and leaned in...then (like my icon says) *BOOM*..it was the most amazing feeling i've ever had. it was so right. i knew right then and there that she was the girl for me. i didnt know how she felt. but i had ridiculous butterflies ... no..forget that...butterflies are too little and dainty for what i felt...Ever been on a ride where your stomach drops?...multiply that feeling ten fold. then you're close to what i felt when i kissed her...the whole fireworks, "nothing could ever top this feeling" moment..it was Fucking Incredible..and yes i know..i threw the "F" work in an intimate moment..but it was so...Perfect, kissing her...like she was the girl i was meant to kiss..and be with...hopefully forever.
Now, It's been a month (as of yesterday) and i am absolutely head-over-heels, completely and entirely wrapped up in our lives together...she makes me happier than anyone or anything ever has before and i dont know what i'd do without her...
I love you baby girl♥
♥♥♥Taylor Leigh♥♥♥