The sky's still fire, but I am safe in here, from the world outside....
i don't know whats going on...i haven't heard from Jim all day, he doesn't pick up his cell phone, and no one picks up his house phone...hes either doing school work, pissed off at the world and not talking to anyone, or somethings wrong. i don't know which one to think. he wanted to spend time with me today, today comes along and he is no where to be found...i give up. then on top of this my brother said he wants to kill me. literally kill me, not joking. ive got a million other things i have on my mind right now, ive got a million other people im worried about. i feel like the worlds on my shoulders, and right now i don't have anyone to turn to...my friends are all in michigan, and my boyfriend whos my other half basically is god knows where, and god knows whats wrong with him, hes got some shit going on right now i guess too...
if sleep could shelter the pain that i feel, i don't ever want to wake up again.
if sleep could shelter the pain that i feel, i don't ever want to wake up again.