so... yeah...
so ... yeah... i think i have a problem....
when i was a kid i used to laugh alot when i was scared. no matter how much i was scared i would laugh and laugh. lately ive been laughing alot. i just thought it was just me being happy, but ive been thinking about it a whole lot. im scared and i dont know why.
man this is hard to explain... ok so ive been loseing tons of sleep the past 5 months or so. every now and then i would sleep really really well, and it would come back. i know it was happening because i was really depressed because of synde being the so called "friend" of mine and know that shes out and i really happy that shes gone. like unbelievably happy, but now.... i cant sleep. someone's been on my mind lately and now i can't sleep or eat and i get these butterflies in my stomach just thinking about this person and i get really happy and i start to laugh...........
man im crazy.... i dont know what im talking about, how the hell are you guys going to know?! it probably nothing just me overANALizing everything again. im going to do art. i feel like doing art right now.
ja-ne
erikkun
when i was a kid i used to laugh alot when i was scared. no matter how much i was scared i would laugh and laugh. lately ive been laughing alot. i just thought it was just me being happy, but ive been thinking about it a whole lot. im scared and i dont know why.
man this is hard to explain... ok so ive been loseing tons of sleep the past 5 months or so. every now and then i would sleep really really well, and it would come back. i know it was happening because i was really depressed because of synde being the so called "friend" of mine and know that shes out and i really happy that shes gone. like unbelievably happy, but now.... i cant sleep. someone's been on my mind lately and now i can't sleep or eat and i get these butterflies in my stomach just thinking about this person and i get really happy and i start to laugh...........
man im crazy.... i dont know what im talking about, how the hell are you guys going to know?! it probably nothing just me overANALizing everything again. im going to do art. i feel like doing art right now.
ja-ne
erikkun