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how is everyone? :)
oh how am i u ask?
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I AM GOING TO MURDER THIS LITTLE FRESHMAN CUNT!
ahem. i am so sorry for the profanity my friends but there are just some things goin on lol. like for one i lost my phone two days ago. yes my source of happiness and life is gone. BUT im not all that upset about that. idk WHY but im doing ok. like im not even thinking about it. the only thing i cant believe is that i KNOW its on this campus and that somegirl has it. let me take u back a little by explaining my life for the past few days.
until last night i hadnt sleep for over 50 hours. i pulled an all nighter two nights in a row..ugh. i just had too mnay things to do and i couldnt possibly go to sleep. so two nights ago when i was doin the whole all nighter thing i was in my office. i was with my friend who was stayin up pretty late too and we both wanted food. so i went to the campus supermarket to get some food for us. lets just say that i left my phone there. idk HOW cuz i dont even remember taking it out of my pocket but it is wat it is i suppose. so i have my friend call it and low and behold some freshman has it. i SUPPOSE she was trying to be a good samaritan? i dont fuckin know but she SAID that she would come by my office yesterday and drop it off for me. lets just say that didnt happen. and i figured i would giver her another day cuz MAYBE she got confused. but that didnt happen either. so basically tomorrow i am going to file a stolen properties report with public safety so i have proof when i go to tmobile that i really dont have my phone and that i need a replacement. im getting the sidekick ID which I think is a downgrade from my sidekick 3 but hey its still a sidekick right? the only thign i wont have is internet. meh. i just get believe this little freshman bitch has my phone hostage. its not like she can USE it. its DEAD. fucking stupid cunt. ahem sorry sorry.
on to other things. i layed out my first section in the newspaper on wednesday. it was'nt hard at ALL, and i did a pretty good job. my layout is cute and i have some really good storeis. i love my writers♥. AND i have more for the next issue. i think im def gettin that news/entertainment editor position for next year. at least i really hope so. elsa seems sorta biased to me but hey even if i dont get a position i know wat its like now to be opinions editor AND im learning InDesign... all very good for putting on my resume. im also in yet ANOTHER club called WARS (woman against rape and sexual assault). they wanted me to be treasurer but i said ummm neh i dont think so. do they want me to DIE? im only in the club cuz its a requirement of kappa but it doesnt look like itll take up too much time. dag my resume is gonna look AWESOMEEE after college. hopefully they dont look at my grades for the first two years LOL. oh and since i slept last night ive been feelign MUCH better. i caught a little cold but its going away now so thats good. i still have lots of hw to do but unlike this past week i dont HAVE to do it... which is nice.
i had my meeting with some kappa girls the other night. it was really good. the girls on my committee r really funny and they rnt SLACKERS which i loveeeeeeee lol. we came up with a whole bunch of ideas so that was awesome. they also said that i should have a kappa party at my place cuz "its really cute." so hey y not. i asked everybody first so that it wouldnt be a problem so i think im gonna have a party with all the girls soon :) tomorrow we are having a movie night and i believe if i buy across the universe we'll be watching that! oh how i love that movie.
OH and before i forget i have an update on vincent. so u guys know how for the past few weeks we have been fighting and not talking and all this nonsense? well.. BEFORE i lost my phone we had a really long talk.. like really long.. four hours at least? and we just talked. i think itll be ok now... i can even bug him on AIM now since i finally have his sn lol.. but idk. i feel like i shouldnt be doing this to myself. like if i were someone else i would tell myself that the way hes acting just doesnt sound like its gonna work. but of course im me and i dont wanna give it up. i dont feel like i COULD give it up anyway. ive said this before and ill say it again. me and vincent will always WANT to be together.. like this whole cycle will just never stop. but meh. so he said that he would come up to see me either for valentines or the week after. but i think wat i want to do more is see him. cuz theres just way too many ppl in my apartment. he lives in new haven so a train would be like 11 bucks. i can spare that for same time with my lover boy :) he has the apartment to himself now too. so we can do whateverrrrrr we want and no one would bother us. for a WHOLEEEEE weekend. i miss seeing him when my room was empty or it was late and everybody was asleep cuz it just felt like me and him and we were just ourselves together. there were no fights no drama no discussion of anythign but right then and there. those were the moments i fell in love with him cuz it was just HIM without the bullshit. i remember one night when i was upset and crying and stuff and he came over and just stayed with me until i fell asleep. no guy before or after has ever tried to do that for me. just him. i hope u guys see y its so difficult for me to just let him go. cuz lets face it lately its been more drama with us then anything. but we'll see wat happens. i just needed to get that out i guess.
so tomorrows is a busy day! im gonna file my stolen properties report, go to my meeting, buy my phone, buy two dresses from the gap that ive been wanting for while now, maybe buy those shoes i saw at payless, stay with bizzle while she trims her hair, go eat out, and when i get back to school have movie night with my kappas♥.
oh yeah and MAYBE hw. but that last parts up in the air :)
oh how am i u ask?
...
I AM GOING TO MURDER THIS LITTLE FRESHMAN CUNT!
ahem. i am so sorry for the profanity my friends but there are just some things goin on lol. like for one i lost my phone two days ago. yes my source of happiness and life is gone. BUT im not all that upset about that. idk WHY but im doing ok. like im not even thinking about it. the only thing i cant believe is that i KNOW its on this campus and that somegirl has it. let me take u back a little by explaining my life for the past few days.
until last night i hadnt sleep for over 50 hours. i pulled an all nighter two nights in a row..ugh. i just had too mnay things to do and i couldnt possibly go to sleep. so two nights ago when i was doin the whole all nighter thing i was in my office. i was with my friend who was stayin up pretty late too and we both wanted food. so i went to the campus supermarket to get some food for us. lets just say that i left my phone there. idk HOW cuz i dont even remember taking it out of my pocket but it is wat it is i suppose. so i have my friend call it and low and behold some freshman has it. i SUPPOSE she was trying to be a good samaritan? i dont fuckin know but she SAID that she would come by my office yesterday and drop it off for me. lets just say that didnt happen. and i figured i would giver her another day cuz MAYBE she got confused. but that didnt happen either. so basically tomorrow i am going to file a stolen properties report with public safety so i have proof when i go to tmobile that i really dont have my phone and that i need a replacement. im getting the sidekick ID which I think is a downgrade from my sidekick 3 but hey its still a sidekick right? the only thign i wont have is internet. meh. i just get believe this little freshman bitch has my phone hostage. its not like she can USE it. its DEAD. fucking stupid cunt. ahem sorry sorry.
on to other things. i layed out my first section in the newspaper on wednesday. it was'nt hard at ALL, and i did a pretty good job. my layout is cute and i have some really good storeis. i love my writers♥. AND i have more for the next issue. i think im def gettin that news/entertainment editor position for next year. at least i really hope so. elsa seems sorta biased to me but hey even if i dont get a position i know wat its like now to be opinions editor AND im learning InDesign... all very good for putting on my resume. im also in yet ANOTHER club called WARS (woman against rape and sexual assault). they wanted me to be treasurer but i said ummm neh i dont think so. do they want me to DIE? im only in the club cuz its a requirement of kappa but it doesnt look like itll take up too much time. dag my resume is gonna look AWESOMEEE after college. hopefully they dont look at my grades for the first two years LOL. oh and since i slept last night ive been feelign MUCH better. i caught a little cold but its going away now so thats good. i still have lots of hw to do but unlike this past week i dont HAVE to do it... which is nice.
i had my meeting with some kappa girls the other night. it was really good. the girls on my committee r really funny and they rnt SLACKERS which i loveeeeeeee lol. we came up with a whole bunch of ideas so that was awesome. they also said that i should have a kappa party at my place cuz "its really cute." so hey y not. i asked everybody first so that it wouldnt be a problem so i think im gonna have a party with all the girls soon :) tomorrow we are having a movie night and i believe if i buy across the universe we'll be watching that! oh how i love that movie.
OH and before i forget i have an update on vincent. so u guys know how for the past few weeks we have been fighting and not talking and all this nonsense? well.. BEFORE i lost my phone we had a really long talk.. like really long.. four hours at least? and we just talked. i think itll be ok now... i can even bug him on AIM now since i finally have his sn lol.. but idk. i feel like i shouldnt be doing this to myself. like if i were someone else i would tell myself that the way hes acting just doesnt sound like its gonna work. but of course im me and i dont wanna give it up. i dont feel like i COULD give it up anyway. ive said this before and ill say it again. me and vincent will always WANT to be together.. like this whole cycle will just never stop. but meh. so he said that he would come up to see me either for valentines or the week after. but i think wat i want to do more is see him. cuz theres just way too many ppl in my apartment. he lives in new haven so a train would be like 11 bucks. i can spare that for same time with my lover boy :) he has the apartment to himself now too. so we can do whateverrrrrr we want and no one would bother us. for a WHOLEEEEE weekend. i miss seeing him when my room was empty or it was late and everybody was asleep cuz it just felt like me and him and we were just ourselves together. there were no fights no drama no discussion of anythign but right then and there. those were the moments i fell in love with him cuz it was just HIM without the bullshit. i remember one night when i was upset and crying and stuff and he came over and just stayed with me until i fell asleep. no guy before or after has ever tried to do that for me. just him. i hope u guys see y its so difficult for me to just let him go. cuz lets face it lately its been more drama with us then anything. but we'll see wat happens. i just needed to get that out i guess.
so tomorrows is a busy day! im gonna file my stolen properties report, go to my meeting, buy my phone, buy two dresses from the gap that ive been wanting for while now, maybe buy those shoes i saw at payless, stay with bizzle while she trims her hair, go eat out, and when i get back to school have movie night with my kappas♥.
oh yeah and MAYBE hw. but that last parts up in the air :)