When I come around.....
So i havent updated in like years!
OK so things as of now
Family: my mom and i havent really been getting along to well.......i dont go home a lot but i think its only because i am so used to living on my own and not having to call someone after everything i do...my brother and i are close and me and my father dont really speak a lot but when we do these days its been better....we talk and not fight.......i love them all but i think its time to move on.....my grandmother as we all know her as pamcakes was sent to the hospital this wednesday.......shes ok and im so happy......i told her she needed to stick around for at least 10 more years to see her great grand children........
Friends: im close to few people these days....i still hold everyone in my heart as close as they ever were but i just am so bad at the phone these days.....i miss my girls that arent here a lot......idk my friends are my rocks and i know no matter how far or how long i havnet talked to certain ppl in my life.....there are those i could call at the drop of a hat and know im not missing anything and we are still as close as ever.............i love you guys
Love: oh love...... i met this guy nathan and it was amazing how we just clicked.....i odnt like some of the choices he makes in life and i wish he would focus more on the future than live day by day.....truth be told......i love him....hes the only person besides family and friends i have said that to and ment it besides brandon frank......i really feel like my heart is in a vice.....like i have butterflies thinking about this right now......i love being with him and i love his morning calls when he knows i have class and he will be at work when i get done so he calls.....god.......i love him.....i love his touch and his heart and the way he knows exactly what to do for me and to me.........its amazing
ok thats all the highlights in my life........i love life and family and nathan and my friends........hooray!