lastnight...
so lastnight was the craziest ever!
on monday night miles slept over and we had ober fun just jummpin around and doing gymnastics all around the living room. it was really fun, my mom said no more ppl could sleep over than miles that night so yeah we tried sneaking in james. but that didn't work since the kids[knephews] were still awake and yeah we weren't gonna hide james all night under the bed. miles and i stayed up all night just doing gymnastics and watching movies it was pretty fun but by 5 am i got knocked out and fell asleep.
tuesday morning like at around 9. my mom woke me up and i totally forgot about miles, and when i opened my eyes i literally screamed cus i saw james next to me. my mom and everyone that was in the house left and went to denys so i was home alone with james and miles. james brought his friend sarah along. sarahs a sweet<3. even if she's 20 and dresses like a boy but that doesn't count, so yeah they brought alcohol. i swear i didn't have any. but all 3 of em were completely drunk to the point were they wanted to pass out. we played strip poker and guess who won?... yours truely woot woot. hahaha yeah it was quite funny i didn't even have to get drunk cus i was like light headed cus i didn't sleep for like 2 days straight. so yeah we watched house of a 1000 corpses . then sarah left.
later they were still buzzed up and we went walking to blockbuster. it was so hot outside it was crazy. so miles and james took their shirts off and i well i can't cus i'm a girl and i got my resons why not to. we rented MAY and DONIE DARKO. so yeah on the way back i got a piggy back ride from james it was fun.
oh but later that night it was crazy. during donnie darko everyone but me lost their boundaries. they all started making out,[miles and james]. it was really hot, cus two of the hottest boys that i've personally know were making out on my bed. that;s freaking hot as hell. my mom came home and well idk if she saw them or anything but she was being very awkward. i don't like my mom when it comes to those situations of sexual orientations. i just don't, shes closed minded and i just wish we'd sit down and talk about this, cus i seriously am uncomfortable about that. anyways yeah it was all so freakin hot, there was A LOT of biting and stuff. then i got a phone call from trevor[caseys ex] yeah he was drunk and so were his freinds. it was horrible cus his friends were talking sh!t about casey and trevor didn't do a thing about it.so yeah i got pissed and well i couldn't bare but to freakin yell and i ran to the bathroom. miles and james were really worried about the things i'd do in that bathroom.,both know that i used to cut and there were tons of sharp objects so i sat in the corner of the bathroom and tried not to cry but goodness i wanted to just cut and freakin A miles kicked the door open and both of em tried making me feel better. i <3 those 2.and that was my night. good and bad,
today i was supposed to go to a doctors appointment but i couldn't cus i totally went into a depression mode and it was just horrible everything just went black and i knocked out. my mom found me in my bathroom.andever since she's been so worried about me. so she's been watching me like crazy.
on monday night miles slept over and we had ober fun just jummpin around and doing gymnastics all around the living room. it was really fun, my mom said no more ppl could sleep over than miles that night so yeah we tried sneaking in james. but that didn't work since the kids[knephews] were still awake and yeah we weren't gonna hide james all night under the bed. miles and i stayed up all night just doing gymnastics and watching movies it was pretty fun but by 5 am i got knocked out and fell asleep.
tuesday morning like at around 9. my mom woke me up and i totally forgot about miles, and when i opened my eyes i literally screamed cus i saw james next to me. my mom and everyone that was in the house left and went to denys so i was home alone with james and miles. james brought his friend sarah along. sarahs a sweet<3. even if she's 20 and dresses like a boy but that doesn't count, so yeah they brought alcohol. i swear i didn't have any. but all 3 of em were completely drunk to the point were they wanted to pass out. we played strip poker and guess who won?... yours truely woot woot. hahaha yeah it was quite funny i didn't even have to get drunk cus i was like light headed cus i didn't sleep for like 2 days straight. so yeah we watched house of a 1000 corpses . then sarah left.
later they were still buzzed up and we went walking to blockbuster. it was so hot outside it was crazy. so miles and james took their shirts off and i well i can't cus i'm a girl and i got my resons why not to. we rented MAY and DONIE DARKO. so yeah on the way back i got a piggy back ride from james it was fun.
oh but later that night it was crazy. during donnie darko everyone but me lost their boundaries. they all started making out,[miles and james]. it was really hot, cus two of the hottest boys that i've personally know were making out on my bed. that;s freaking hot as hell. my mom came home and well idk if she saw them or anything but she was being very awkward. i don't like my mom when it comes to those situations of sexual orientations. i just don't, shes closed minded and i just wish we'd sit down and talk about this, cus i seriously am uncomfortable about that. anyways yeah it was all so freakin hot, there was A LOT of biting and stuff. then i got a phone call from trevor[caseys ex] yeah he was drunk and so were his freinds. it was horrible cus his friends were talking sh!t about casey and trevor didn't do a thing about it.so yeah i got pissed and well i couldn't bare but to freakin yell and i ran to the bathroom. miles and james were really worried about the things i'd do in that bathroom.,both know that i used to cut and there were tons of sharp objects so i sat in the corner of the bathroom and tried not to cry but goodness i wanted to just cut and freakin A miles kicked the door open and both of em tried making me feel better. i <3 those 2.and that was my night. good and bad,
today i was supposed to go to a doctors appointment but i couldn't cus i totally went into a depression mode and it was just horrible everything just went black and i knocked out. my mom found me in my bathroom.andever since she's been so worried about me. so she's been watching me like crazy.