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so hello everyone... greetings from NY. Caseys funeral was beautiful and it made me realize of how much more of a beautiful person he was . such a sweet and loyal boy i mean i knew him since i was born but i've been far away fron him but so close at the same time. it's conjusing i know, but yeah there was a lot of ppl there and i did cry so much... it hurts you know it really does. and yesterday i was just in cali and now i'm in NY. this all seems like a horrible dream. and to top it all off one of my best cali friends just moved back to Texas... he might be coming back for the summer though i know it's basically useless going back. well anyways back to what i was saying ... i don't want to go back to cali i can live out here in NY ... casey's mom is like my second mother and his brother and sister ashley[bro] and courtney[sis] love me. well i gotta go bye bye