Sep 20, 2006 17:12
I think I am person for whom being single is very much a personal choice. I know that sounds weird to people. I mean for most people I know, the goal in their life is to find the right person. For me, I have found the right person is me. I know that sounds conceited but it's true.
I think I differ from a lot of people because I just fundamentally don't get along with the gender I am attracted to (men). Don't get me wrong, I am very much sexually attracted to men and I do get horney. It's just for me sex is totally physical and I know myself enough to know that it's not phase. I have never been really interested in pursuing a relationship with any of the guys I have been with or any of the guys I wished I could be with.
In fact, I usually don't even like to kiss because it is too intimate and I just don't feel that way towards other people. It's like I'm not asexual because sometimes I need to have sex and I am seriously attracted towards certain individuals but I'm not not interested in pursuing anything romantic. It probably sounds like a phase to anyone else but I know myself too well.