29 years and kickin
Whew I've made it to 29. good lord. I didn't realize I would still be a kid at this age! I felt older at 21. I am thankful that I'm not 16 anymore, that I'm not 21, and that I'm not 60. not that that's bad but I'm not ready to be 60, so this works well for me. I'm thankful to be the age that I am and hope to use this year in a way that will make me a better person and help others around me be happier. cheers!
I want some wine tonight. :)
OK so I got myself the tattoo because it turns out if you get yourself a birthday present, it is usually what you want the most, within your budget at least. Which it probably wasn't really...
which is why I shouldn't have gotten myself another present last night-a membership at 24 hour fitness gym. .... Yeah. Todd. on an elliptical trainer thing. last night. ....
the scary thing was that kind of liked it. I thought about all the negative shit going on in my head in the past month, all my anger and anxiety, and turned it into energy and it then made me into a lump of jello. I never would have thought, never...but I need to do something positive like that in my life, so I did it and it was good, and I have to keep trying to get myself there. I've got a friend who is going to go with me so we can bug each other, which will make a huge difference.
So. that's all...gotta go get the Benji. later.
I want some wine tonight. :)
OK so I got myself the tattoo because it turns out if you get yourself a birthday present, it is usually what you want the most, within your budget at least. Which it probably wasn't really...
which is why I shouldn't have gotten myself another present last night-a membership at 24 hour fitness gym. .... Yeah. Todd. on an elliptical trainer thing. last night. ....
the scary thing was that kind of liked it. I thought about all the negative shit going on in my head in the past month, all my anger and anxiety, and turned it into energy and it then made me into a lump of jello. I never would have thought, never...but I need to do something positive like that in my life, so I did it and it was good, and I have to keep trying to get myself there. I've got a friend who is going to go with me so we can bug each other, which will make a huge difference.
So. that's all...gotta go get the Benji. later.