Ezra: "Five Years"

[ezrakrael]

Ever since Krael's last two posts I've been on and off of this computer, staring at the screen and trying to find the right words to say about what I feel, trying to find something deep, something meaningful that I could post here.

Blank.

Every time I go to the computer this is what I see before my eyes hour after hour. A blank entry box with so many

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[ezrakrael]

Krael: I think if the times when I sat there looking at the screen, wishing I could tell you how I really felt. Dismissing it because it was "just me" or the fear of sounding creepy and turning you away. I remember aways holding back when I talked with you, never being open...true.
That night on the phone, when I knew I couldnt hold it back any longer..."not sure what it means or what will come of it...but I...I love you." And that voice, hesitant, holding back a cry, maybe in disbelief..."I can honestly say I love you too."
If we said it five years ago would it have ment as much? Would we be engaged or married now? Would we be seperate and alone? These are not the things we have to ask or think about.
the only reality is...it happened the best way it could. We met, fell for each other, and five years apart we had matured and grown and literally (especially in my case) become different people than we were back then.
The one and only thing that didnt change was how we felt...and now we have OUR life to love each other like we always should have.

[ezrakrael]

Ezra: I love you Krael. Always will :3