More rambeling
I need to make my camera a permanent companion
Right now all I want to do is listen to Neutral Milk Hotel
I've missed all the memories of you I thought I had, but were just passing thoughts or dreams... Either way it's nice to have them back
I'd give anything if I could to move out of this house. I JUST WANT THE FUCK OUT. A little space, freedom, room to breathe. G-d please send me a way out soon..
I want to let go of all these fucked up ideas that I have to be one thing or another for everyone - In the end I just don't do anything, and I get no where...
I want to go somewhere beautiful for a while... I don't want life to be so mundane anymore. So monotonous. I want everyday to be magical. I understand that'll take a lot on my part, and I'm willing to work for it.
I put larger plugs in today. They are somewhere between a really large 00g and a 7/16ths (I think). I'm going to get my 2nd holes pierced and take those up to a 2G and double Conch piercings on my right side... and I'll probably get fired from my job for having more than 2 ear piercings... I'm hoping to have another job by then.
Right now all I want to do is eat saltines and veganise.. but the saltines aren't vegan and I'm afraid to think what dairy would do to my system after not having it for so long.
My dad probably thinks I'm on drugs... After sleeping all day and then staying up online all night and laughing out loud and humming from time to time... Good thing I don't really give a fuck.
Right now all I want to do is listen to Neutral Milk Hotel
I've missed all the memories of you I thought I had, but were just passing thoughts or dreams... Either way it's nice to have them back
I'd give anything if I could to move out of this house. I JUST WANT THE FUCK OUT. A little space, freedom, room to breathe. G-d please send me a way out soon..
I want to let go of all these fucked up ideas that I have to be one thing or another for everyone - In the end I just don't do anything, and I get no where...
I want to go somewhere beautiful for a while... I don't want life to be so mundane anymore. So monotonous. I want everyday to be magical. I understand that'll take a lot on my part, and I'm willing to work for it.
I put larger plugs in today. They are somewhere between a really large 00g and a 7/16ths (I think). I'm going to get my 2nd holes pierced and take those up to a 2G and double Conch piercings on my right side... and I'll probably get fired from my job for having more than 2 ear piercings... I'm hoping to have another job by then.
Right now all I want to do is eat saltines and veganise.. but the saltines aren't vegan and I'm afraid to think what dairy would do to my system after not having it for so long.
My dad probably thinks I'm on drugs... After sleeping all day and then staying up online all night and laughing out loud and humming from time to time... Good thing I don't really give a fuck.