_Such a summer night
I'm tired of being second best
Destroy.Destroy.Destroy
Politics and specimens..
I hate to admit that I still want you
FUCK YOU!!! If you still want her than fine....just be a man and admit it. You know as well as I do that you're setting yourself up for failure and more and more heartbreak.. I love you more than she ever has.
I'm a failure at love.
I'm a failure at being.
"I made a you a present you never expected
And when you unravel.. the secret will travel ... oh
It's hard to take risks, with a pessimist
I hope that this this shaking will help us awaken
separated by skin until we let our selves in
it's hard to take risks with a pessimist
it's hard to take risks..."
I want to feel everything and nothing
and I don't care if you know. You want the truth, and I'm tired of pretending.
"It's hard to be faithful with a pessimist."
I'm too drunk to form words... I want to tell you everything and anything But I know that it's not appropriate and know that it'll all be taken out of context.
All I know in my altered state is that I love you and I hate you at the same time.
I'm torn between what I want and what I know is right. Between the physical and emotional. Between want and need.
Honestly... I don't know where to go from here... but I know that I have to let go.. fuck!!
I never knew that this would be so hard
I wish I could rewind time. FUCK, if only..
I still want you. I still love you.
That doesn't make this any easier.
I'm done lying to you
No more bullshit.
No more pretend.
This is the closest I've come to being true, honest and real in a long, long time.
I have a lot to work on.
May G-D forgive me...
Cross your fingers and hope for better days...
Destroy.Destroy.Destroy
Politics and specimens..
I hate to admit that I still want you
FUCK YOU!!! If you still want her than fine....just be a man and admit it. You know as well as I do that you're setting yourself up for failure and more and more heartbreak.. I love you more than she ever has.
I'm a failure at love.
I'm a failure at being.
"I made a you a present you never expected
And when you unravel.. the secret will travel ... oh
It's hard to take risks, with a pessimist
I hope that this this shaking will help us awaken
separated by skin until we let our selves in
it's hard to take risks with a pessimist
it's hard to take risks..."
I want to feel everything and nothing
and I don't care if you know. You want the truth, and I'm tired of pretending.
"It's hard to be faithful with a pessimist."
I'm too drunk to form words... I want to tell you everything and anything But I know that it's not appropriate and know that it'll all be taken out of context.
All I know in my altered state is that I love you and I hate you at the same time.
I'm torn between what I want and what I know is right. Between the physical and emotional. Between want and need.
Honestly... I don't know where to go from here... but I know that I have to let go.. fuck!!
I never knew that this would be so hard
I wish I could rewind time. FUCK, if only..
I still want you. I still love you.
That doesn't make this any easier.
I'm done lying to you
No more bullshit.
No more pretend.
This is the closest I've come to being true, honest and real in a long, long time.
I have a lot to work on.
May G-D forgive me...
Cross your fingers and hope for better days...