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well today i attempted to capture the rain through drawing. i know i know it sounds retarted or you are asking if i am crazy but meh what the hell im not. i was just thinking about how i uesed to draw and i was rather good. it made me want to draw agian but i lost it i lost what i once had and i dont know if i can ever find it agian. what made me want to draw the rain is cause i was thinking about how happy it makes me yet at the same time it brings this saddnes, i dont know about you guys but to me rain is like something washes pain away but brings a sorrow well depending on the person. to me i feel so alone some times and just want to be not alone. have you ever noticed how when something is so quiet it can seem so loud when it is rain and when something is something is so loud it can seem so quiet? i have... rain is like the beat of your heart some times calm and gental and then other times heavy and fast, mix that with other weather and you basicly got your emothions. for example heavy rain with thunder could be, angry or scared light rain with a breez could be calming and up ;ifting. All these things are more like us than we know so unperdictable so perdictable at times dangerous, harsh, beautiful cold and distant who knows. but i know this rain is rain and you cant really stop it... yes you can build a roof and block it away but it still is raining... as you are still you and there is no changing.