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lifes alright. rather boreing. I can't sleep lately, and my mind is constantly drifting. i find myself thinking about past experiances and fond memories that feel so bittersweet. I miss everyone. I feel like i'm slow becomeing part of all my old friends everybodyelses. we all have them. we have us, then the closest of the close friends, and then just close friends, then friends, then everyone else. and we catagorise them by all the things we have in common. Like past experiances or even just characteristics. and because of lost contact and lost similiarites me and my dearest friends are becoming almost strangers. And they can't say it's not true. I miss everyone so much, especailly becca.
i feel the change takeing me over. theres nothing i can do to stop it. it's like a slow gewy, sticky liquid that slowly surrounds you. and w/e you try it is still there, still coming strong. I just need someone to love me. I REALLY NEED A HUG. Ricardo thinks i'm a slut.
i feel the change takeing me over. theres nothing i can do to stop it. it's like a slow gewy, sticky liquid that slowly surrounds you. and w/e you try it is still there, still coming strong. I just need someone to love me. I REALLY NEED A HUG. Ricardo thinks i'm a slut.