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Well I joined pit band and its pretty fun but more then that its very interesting. I find it fascinating that Amanda and Alex can have so much fun doing absolutely nothing. I wish I had a friend like that... o wait I do. But hes busy chasing my ex around. We used to always hang out and stuff and have a absolute blast. But now any time he wants to hang out he wants to bring Ashely (my ex) along. Call me selfish but I feel im just being kinda knugde to the side as he doesnt even care about the friends we used to be and he just goes for ashley. Our friendship is slowly fading away and I'm afriad because hes the only person I've been able to tell anything and everything to. So Im really feeling like I have no friends even though I know I do. I cant talk to Amanda because our relationship is over. (The distance was just was to stressful) I just need sombody to talk to so I can get some advice on what I should do with the situation im in. And im not even talking about Tim. Somthing that only Tim knows, but hes out chasing Ashely