Nov 03, 2005 13:15
side note : i just realized that keyboards don't come with a cent symbol. thats such crap. now i look silly for not being able to mimic Lucy from Peanut's "Psyciatric Help" sign.
Diagnosis : Fractured Personality. Kind of makes you rethink everything when you're broken.
Lately more than ever i've been thinking about the things that i enjoy but having been doing. Like reading my Douglas Adams, football games, meditation, yoga, shopping, or even just hanging out with my sisters and NOT guzzling down coffee with them to go to the library and study until they kick us out. I hate this. I have an awsome Cosmo magazine, a Johnny the Homicidal Maniac comic and 3.75/5 Douglas Adams books to read. I miss having any time for me, or for just chilling out where it wasn't Kappa, KARMA, or school related or involved in ANY way.
The messed up part of all this - next semester i want to join order of omega, psi chi, AED, phi simga pi, First Responders Unit, and i'm going to be Risk Chair of Kappa. Lets not forget about the MCAT and DAT in April along with the Kaplan course i will be taking. You can imagine the looks i've gotten when i tell people this. Shit, what if i become a Rho Gam too. This over achieving is going to wear me down and just cripple me even more if i let it. This is why i'm talking to someone about time management and why i do so many things.
Mommy is babbling to me on the phone, and i have a bio 2 quiz soon.
Oh yeah, forgot to mention. My dad got accepted to Florida Coastal Law School and so they are getting an appartment there and basically living there the next few years. A year ago he was a Captain for Delta Airlines, and now he is retired and going to law school and moving. This is all very sureal to me. The good news is, if i get a key to my parents house i plan on throwing some wicked parties out in the woods where they live =). Plus, they'll be back in a about 2 years.