Sep 28, 2005 17:36
~4 hours of sleep over the past 2 nights.
~Got a flu shot and now i feel icky and my left arm hurts.
~My faith in people is slowlying going downhill because sometime people that are close to me tend to do things that make me look at them and go "wtf? whats wrong with you? act right!".
~Brooke called me, the usual with her is going on which makes me so depressed to think of my sister acting like this.
~My nice Guess glasses frames spontaneously combusted while i was running around campus getting people to approve a check for $ 10,000 for some alcohol woman to talk to FSU next week.
~My boss i such a ditz sometimes.
~I have a first responders quiz in 20 minutes which i studied the wrong thing for apparently.
~You know that feeling when a lot of things tend to not being going right, or are making your life more complicated...and you just know there is one more big thing coming that is finally going to make you snap, and you are just waiting for it to happen?
~I'm waiting....
I have class until 9, then i'm finally ending this pointless immature that's been going on, then i think i need a nap before i just crash.
Tired and exhausted in so many ways
Chuck once told me something at a point in my life that seems forever and a day ago, but it still seems relevant. "Are you paranoid because they leave you, or do they leave you cuz you're paranoid".
New life goal: Have it be neither - don't be paranoid and its okay to be the one to leave, and the one to be left.