the plot thickens...
After another phone call of "fine, i don't want to ever see you again either!" we kept talking until it was "i think we should try this again too." At this point, i just decided to shut off my emotions about the whole situation with him. I wasn't expecting anything and wanted to just slowly back away, for good cuz i felt that, like kyle, he just wouldn't come after me if i left.
Later that night he randomly IMs me this...
Him: Is it possible that i just don't remember how we are together...and am being stubborn?
Me: Baby, i'm banking on it
Then he told me of his idea to take me out tonight. No talking about the past three weeks, or the other people in ours lives....just him and i. We both need to see how it is being us again. So he is taking me to garfilelds, then buying tickets for the movie and while we pass the time until the movie starts going to Barnes and Noble and petting the puppies at the pet store. After that, Sheesha and who knows. God, does this guy know how to make me smile or what. Puppies, coffee, movies and sheesha = Happy Blakies.
This is progress...it might end horribly, and he knows that while i care about him a lot i can't trust him farther then i can throw him, but for tonight we are just going to be normal and have our normal date and see if the cover on this book looks interesting enough to take the time and read. If its one thing we have, its that we both think the other is worth the risk of getting hurt in the end.
Later that night he randomly IMs me this...
Him: Is it possible that i just don't remember how we are together...and am being stubborn?
Me: Baby, i'm banking on it
Then he told me of his idea to take me out tonight. No talking about the past three weeks, or the other people in ours lives....just him and i. We both need to see how it is being us again. So he is taking me to garfilelds, then buying tickets for the movie and while we pass the time until the movie starts going to Barnes and Noble and petting the puppies at the pet store. After that, Sheesha and who knows. God, does this guy know how to make me smile or what. Puppies, coffee, movies and sheesha = Happy Blakies.
This is progress...it might end horribly, and he knows that while i care about him a lot i can't trust him farther then i can throw him, but for tonight we are just going to be normal and have our normal date and see if the cover on this book looks interesting enough to take the time and read. If its one thing we have, its that we both think the other is worth the risk of getting hurt in the end.