i've been here before
Oh crap....
Just realized that about a year ago this time i was in a similar situation. Lots of couples around me fighting, me freaking out cuz of recruitment, worried about med school, and waiting for my guy to get back in town while having nightmares about him.
*bangs head on table* if i am just going around in circles with my life i'm just gonna lose it.
I'm trying to be optomistic and think that this year i have a job and lots more med school application goodies going for me and a much better boyfriend and i know what im doing with rush and yaddy-yaddy-yadda. Hence leaving me to belive that though im goin in circles, the circle is getting bigger....if by bigger i mean better. As in evey time i get around to this point i do just a tad bit better. Eh, we'll see. Maybe it's just 2 am and im tired and am worried about my CPR class tomorrow. I'm going to bed. Sweet dreams.
P.S. Went to All Saints Cafe tonight and looked extra cute somehow. The guy who i regularly see there offered me a mug for my chai...first time they offered me a mug. Its like they were 'accepting" me in the All Saints crowd. I think that ment more to me then being accepted into a sorority house
Just realized that about a year ago this time i was in a similar situation. Lots of couples around me fighting, me freaking out cuz of recruitment, worried about med school, and waiting for my guy to get back in town while having nightmares about him.
*bangs head on table* if i am just going around in circles with my life i'm just gonna lose it.
I'm trying to be optomistic and think that this year i have a job and lots more med school application goodies going for me and a much better boyfriend and i know what im doing with rush and yaddy-yaddy-yadda. Hence leaving me to belive that though im goin in circles, the circle is getting bigger....if by bigger i mean better. As in evey time i get around to this point i do just a tad bit better. Eh, we'll see. Maybe it's just 2 am and im tired and am worried about my CPR class tomorrow. I'm going to bed. Sweet dreams.
P.S. Went to All Saints Cafe tonight and looked extra cute somehow. The guy who i regularly see there offered me a mug for my chai...first time they offered me a mug. Its like they were 'accepting" me in the All Saints crowd. I think that ment more to me then being accepted into a sorority house