Jul 11, 2009 05:07
I don’t know why I have to have all the answers.
Pathways are not laid out before you, you discover them as you blunder your way through existence.
I’ve not been dealing well with the hill in my path. Whether to go around or over or through or to turn back and go in the opposite direction. Communication is key to this I suppose. I’m not good at it but I’m getting better. It’s a fault I’ve been working on.
It’s to dark and I can’t see where my feet are landing. I will be the first to admit, that I am scared. I don’t scare easily, I like to think I have a solid mind set.
One of the advantages of over thinking everything is having a million possible stepping stones, but having a million possible stepping stones, makes it hard to choose which are the best. Working out how to combine those stepping stones to make them into a path is possibly the hardest thing I have to endure, add the emotional factor and it makes it just that much harder.
Time is a continuous factor and one that is or is not on my side.
When the sun comes up the day is new, forgive, but never forget. Lessons are around every bend.
With the sun and with the new remember I will always love you.