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It's been 20 years since I first posted on livejournal. 20 years and 10 days. Where the fuck does the time go? Memory is a bitch -- sometimes I can barely remember a thing, and other times I recall events like they just happened yesterday. Does anyone else feel this way? I'm sure they do. Obviously no one checks this out anymore. Not like I blame them.
I miss my friends. Do they still think of me as a friend? God, I hope so. I know I should make more of an effort. But something changed in me several years ago and I don't know how to rectify it. I miss how we used to interact. I've always been an introvert, but it's gotten worse over the years. I'm sure they'll; never see this, but to the people that were with me in my youth-- Eli, Dustin, Will, Jeff -- i love you guys. You were such a part of me in my teen years, you helped shape me into what I am now. Things change, people drift apart, and people come and go in life. But what we had in our youth is never far from my mind. I think about you all often.
I miss my friends. Do they still think of me as a friend? God, I hope so. I know I should make more of an effort. But something changed in me several years ago and I don't know how to rectify it. I miss how we used to interact. I've always been an introvert, but it's gotten worse over the years. I'm sure they'll; never see this, but to the people that were with me in my youth-- Eli, Dustin, Will, Jeff -- i love you guys. You were such a part of me in my teen years, you helped shape me into what I am now. Things change, people drift apart, and people come and go in life. But what we had in our youth is never far from my mind. I think about you all often.